by NicS » Sun Jun 05, 2011 2:56 am
In the days where we were beaten on a daily basis, we vented by writing. I'm still finding notebooks full of stuff me and my alters wrote, even during my 6 year denial period; I just figured I wrote it and forgot about it. I have 11 notebooks (So far), all college ruled notebooks, 70 pages minimum, 110 pages max, filled "not-necessarily-page-to-page-but-pretty-damn-close". So, all in all, about a thousand pages of writing, minimum. Not like 996 or 997 pages, a thousand. I'm dead serious. Front and back with about 4 of em. And we safeguard these things with our lives. Only 4 or so other people have seen our personal journal stuff. 11 people have seen our ideabooks; theres about 5 total, oldest from about 2002 thats been torn to shreds by my mother, because I was being "Rude". 2 people have seen our "Gridlock", which is basically just blocking and set design, in detail, for movies we'd like to make based off things we wrote, etc. etc. 2 books are just straight plagerism, like research materials for school, quotes, ideologies, philosophies summarized by Wikipedia, etc. that I keep to myself and that my alters sometimes edit because I spelled something wrong or they have their own view on stuff, etc.
But the #1 thing I love is Filming $#%^. That is so incredible for me, because I have been plagued with blackouts and losing time for years with no explanation up until recently (Thanks again, forums), and secretly, and I guess subconsciously, I like it so much because I know what I was doing at that moment, because its on record. And thats really important for me. It kinda makes up for lost time with my alters doing stuff I wasn't aware was going on. And now I'm making it into a career, and things are looking good, so hopefully the thing I love will be my job.
So, yeah. Between those two things, were all covered. Its not their favorite things, but they're the only things we all collaborate on. And I think thats important.
57 Felix 55 Alexis 46 Aaron 42 David
33 Rick 27 Riley 25 Peter Isaac
21 Nic C. Nic TK Zack JR2 Brian Charlie Steve Tyler
14 Daniel 13 AlexBrandon
12 Michael 11 Ellen
9 Alice Andy Micah Nathan
8 Jason Dwyer Cheyanne Timothy
7 Rebecca Eric
6 Dakota Lukas Ivan Luna
5 Gary Mathew April Martin
4 Ryan Anthony Zenith Danielle June Bobby
3 Derrick Sam Paul Larry Shawn Emily May
2 Ethan James William Christina Colby
1 Noah
? Eli Kevin Joshua Andrew Carl Jay Blake Meghan Tiffany Scott Skyler + others