by Phoenix1956 » Mon Apr 25, 2016 12:01 am
[may trigger]
I met the "Gatekeeper" in December 2015 after I tried to commit suicide. My husband took me to my Dr. Office two days later, (he hid it because I have PTSD because of a hospital experience. Both are long stories.) When I walked into her office, I Rembrandt it was VERY crowded, although later after asking who was there it was only me, my husband and my Dr. I liked toward the door and "saw" the Gatekeeper. I can describe him very distinctly, although he was not in solid form and apparently no one else could see him. He was there with the "others" whom I have not met except for 4 to make them "bare witness to what they had allowed to happen to the host. Until recently I could not figure out WHY the Gatekeeper HIMSELF did not intervene. Then it was clear, at least to my way of thinking. My husband NEVER gets up at night. He sleeps like the proverbial dead. For some reason he did that night, very shortly after I had taken an overdose *mod edit*. He has never talked about it, but I do know it wasn't long afterward. Is it possible that the Gatekeeper's role was to alert him? Who knows, I haven't seen him (and it IS a him) since. Yes, he is an alter, but the role is to keep the other in check, I guess. They have only recently made themselves known since my trauma at the hospital, and my Dr. has only recently much to my fighting it, (and continue to all the time, then accept, then fight blah blah) Hope this helps someone!
Last edited by
Ada on Tue Apr 26, 2016 9:45 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Reason: Trigger warning and small detail removed. No other changes :)
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