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Hey...
So, As you can tell, I've added three names to my list, bringing us up to a grand total of Eight personalities in one body! *Insert jackpot music here*

All joking aside.. This really got me upset.. Honestly.. I was losing my head over just the five of us.. Now I have three more? Not to mention the current events.. If you don't know what they are, I'll PM them to you, if you want to know that is. So, this has all been a little much for me. I suppose, though, I should explain what happened, huh?

The night before: Kendra, and the others, have been acting weird for the past few days. So, I decided to ask them about it. Well, let me also point out that I've been hearing, like, really LOUD screamo type music in my head for the past few days aswell. Anyway, When I addressed it, they all just disappeared. Later that night, my curiosity got the better of me and I decided to go searching for the others, leaving Max (who is seven at the time) in control of the body. Long story short, I didn't find anything.
Even later on that night: I jolt up from my sleep, due to a nightmare. In my hand is our name sheet, which is basically a list of all of our signatures (I used so I know who wrote what), and three names were newly signed: Meranda Joy Melody. Scream. Unknown. I was freaked out, so I decided to write a note, to see if anyone would answer. "Who are you?" Later that night I woke again and there was a response "Go back to bed" I'm guessing it was Unknown because of the way his/her writing was. I was about to respond, then I got dizzy and passed out. When I woke up, a series of X's were crossing out our short conversation and on the page before, written in all caps, was "SHUT UP"

And now today, I've been seeing this emo (not meaning to stereotype that, but I can't think of a short way to describe him) everywhere. When I pointed him out, none of my friends saw him. Me and my friend think that's Scream.

So.. Yeah.. I just wanted to know if any of you guys have any suggestions on how to deal with these new ones..

Thanks for listening

Don't feel bad though, this girl I like has nearly 58... I gave her a journal to keep track of it. She has a filing cabinet now.

As for the nightmares, thats REALLY not good in my opinion. Did you try calling him out or ordering him to show himself? Friend of my says it works for her.

Perhaps I should refer all 3-4 of my friends I suspect have DID here.

Have a nice little powwow.

Hi Kimberly,

While i can't really offer any magical advice here i wanted to let u know that i totally get how you're feeling.. Very strange things have been happening to me lately too and I've just found out that there' more people hiding in the background for me too. It's weird, but i feel like having more ppl somehow makes m seem more 'crazy' or broken or something.. I guess that it will take some time go be fully 'ok' with it all...
Like you, i struggle with having the 7 people i already had, let alone another 1 or 2 more!! i guess I'm lucky that there's only 3 who are always very much with me, while the others just go deep inside their own rooms and do god knows what all day/week. For that I'm thankful..

I guess all you can do is give them some time and keep talking to them (or everyone) inside. Most of the time, i just kinda stand back and yell my questions down the hallway (to the whole of the inside) and someone will eventually come forward and i'll be able to hear them/see them in my head... It's probably not the best or most effective way of communicating, but it works haha

I guess mostly wanted to reply to your post to let you know you're not alone in the confusion and frustration that comes with knowing there's more people inside but not being able to actually see them or talk to them yet...

You're emo guy sounds like a mix of my teen insider who is super emo (suicidal and cuts) and my protector who screams at me and likes to add the anger to his writing by using all caps when he yells... He hardly ever says 'nice' things to me and seems to hate me... Meh, i don't mind because he serves his purpose and he is reliable and compassionate for the teen who's having a hard time...

Hope things settle down for you soon

Sorry i couldn't be of more help
H.

Thanks guy.
I know that was probably hard subject to reply to, but I just needed a vent I guess. But, it's good to know people listen to me. Sometimes it feels like no one hears me, and when they try to they don't really understand what I'm saying. You know, the "Yeah, okay, whatever you say," kind of look/response.
Anyways. Yeah. Scream has been showing up around everywhere, as for Meranda and Unknown, I don't even know what they look like. I'm sort of hoping on the fact that maybe they aren't real, or maybe they're Fractions (Is that what the min-alters are called?)

Hey Luna,

I'm sorry I can't really offer you any advice with this as I'm not the one with DID but my gf is. She doesn't have that much experience with many alters either so that kinda sucks. Anyway if you would just like to rant or have someone that listens to you and give you advice that I can give you, you're always welcome to PM me, any of you!

Hang in there, stay strong and try and stay with your friend for as long as possible. An environment that brings little stress is very important for your coping right now.

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Saphy wrote:ordering him to show himself?

Talking to him is a good idea, but I don't know anyone who responds well to being ordered.



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LunaSyko wrote:I'm sort of hoping on the fact that maybe they aren't real, or maybe they're Fractions (Is that what the min-alters are called?)

Writing to you sounds pretty real.
Did you mean fragments? Fragments are limited, meaning they have a very specific job (like cleaning or only handling a certain emotion)

LunaSyko wrote:When I woke up, a series of X's were crossing out our short conversation and on the page before, written in all caps, was "SHUT UP"

Maybe ask why you're annoying him/her?

DON'T TALK ABOUT ME.

... Whoa. I'm pretty sure that's the first time he's ever said a complete sentence. O.o

Anyways, I guess he really likes his privacy, so I guess we should respect that and not talk about him?

If he doesn't like people talking about him, it would be nice not to do that. However, talking to him is different. You won't get anywhere, if you can't talk to him. Maybe try to keep those discussions within your system...

Alright, but talking to his is really hard. He always has his music playing on his iPod and anytime someone tries to talk to him he growls and turns up the music. Last time I tried, I just kept on him and when his music wouldn't go any louder he snapped and shouted "LEAVE ME THE F*CK ALONE!" and stormed off. So, as you can see, talking is really hard. Should I keep trying? Or let him be until he's ready to talk?

She summed it up. The kid's a weirdo. Black hair with white tips. White cloth wrapped around his and covering one eye. Classic emo cliche. But, what's got me thinking is: He looks older than Kimberly by at least a few years. That isn't possible, is it? We're all parts of her, right. How can her mind produce something that is older than her?

He is, indeed, a strange boy.