Transformation

Hello,
My name is Keighsea, or otherwise known as her (now days)
I was once a human alter until one day I was lured away by another alter, then all of a sudden I wake up a monster thing that all other alters are afraid of.
Aparently I give off fear whenever I am around the others they go into panic mode.
My sister thinks that I abandoned her but I didn't well not on purpose anyway.

Any ideas on how to get alters to stop fearing me (take into note that when I'm on the inside i can not use words) also make peace with my sister once again?
Please, I don't want to be feared and seen as a bad creature.

Thanks
*~*Keighsea*~*

Hi Keighsea,

Well I can't say I have the right answer for you but I can say there are for sure peeps that other peeps in my system prefer to stay as far away as they can.

Maybe when your in front you can write an note asking for mercy and explaining any behavior that may have been upsetting to others. Make sure you put it where all who need to can see it. If some can't read ask one who can to relay. It might be to simple its just a thought.

Lolo

That would be an awesome idea if only I could. They would think its a piece of rubbish and throw it away.

Remember that in the inside I am no longer a human alter so therefore I don't have hands, I have paws so therefore I can't write one in there either.

I have been trying to comunicate other ways but it seems to make their fear of me much worse.

I do have one friend in there, I have tried getting him to show the others that I'm nothing to fear but when I try to get his attention he just thinks I'm being playful or afectionate.

Jacob told me that Cronan told him that I can shrink to the size of a cat. I think I may have a go at trying to get them to see I'm harmless by doing that.

Is this a good idea, will it work? Or maybe there are other reasons for their fear around me.

*~*Keighsea*~*

Shrinking to the size of a cat might be a start... Small things aren't as scary.

Do you have any idea how and why you transformed in the first place? Perhaps if you know those answers you might be able to reverse it if you wanted to and be back to how you used to be?

Probably writing here is a good start, they might read it and start understanding you better.

P.S. one of our littles wants me to say that she really likes your name and that she imagines you as a big furry, cuddly, colourful monster that she just wants to hug

P.P.S. Maybe you could become multi coloured so that they are less afraid of you?

I would like a hug once in a while.. Would be nice.

If you have seen the movie "How to train your dragon" then you will get a fair idea of what I look like. I kinda look like toothless, the cute black dragon.

I don't have any idea of how I became like this but I have kinda gotten used to it but it still hurts when people run away. When all I want are friends.

*~*Keighsea*~*