hospital?

this is alex. i have a problem, sort of. I seriously think that we need to consider going back into the hospital again. with everything going on, everything is totally unstable. i have periods where i seriously considering killing myself. heather is getting closer to finding out what happened, and when she does, all hell will break loose. there's two alters that we just found out about, and one is dangerous. like, i'm talking seriously deranged. i know that i can't handle this stuff anymore but i keep finding myself being the one out having to deal with it. also, kaycie has started cutting again, a lot. the problem is, hannah and kaycie are VERY opposed to the hospital. i don't really know what to do. Heather knows what i think about this, and while she doesn't want to go back there either, she is starting to recognize it as something she may have to consider. any suggestions on what to do?

Hello Alex, this is Rochelle

If you feel as though you are in danger i would suggest going back to the hospital for your and everyone elses safety. Even though some don't like it you need to tell them what is happening and do whats right.
Do it for your own safety as much as theirs.

this is heather...the thing about going back is that hannah and kaycie won't let us. they won't let us talk to anyone about it and even if they did, they have plans set up to keep us from going in or getting us out once we're there.

Heather, do you want to go back too? If so you and Alex should make a plan to sit with (excuse the saying) the girls and discuss why it is important to in back and try to convince them. Lucky enough for me if we needed to go to the hospital no matter how much one declines or what they say they will do we would still be able to go they just will sulk for a week then forget about it.
So try giving it a go and see how things work out.

~Rochelle~ *Hillary* ~Angie~
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