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by RayRx » Mon Jan 03, 2011 10:41 am
I have a lot of people inside me. They had come out a lot of times when I was young. I have a lot of gap memoried as I remember which I think, they came out and managed those. What I don't understand, why have they never come out again? I just know some, they said they scared and disappointed of people around them. Can you give me the other ideas what the reason?
I think because of this so I have a lot of inners and fragments that help me manage the life. I just don't really get it why am I the only one who active right now? Even though I am not perfect to live without them.
I want to be able to accept "life" as it is.
I want to be able to understand what the life is.
I want to be able to find a peaceful mind in the whole world.
For on and on I just want to be a warm welcome home.
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by cocoanutmonkey » Tue Jan 04, 2011 1:20 am
Maybe your system has formed their own system of managing things? If they believed that being out caused more problems for you, then maybe they decided to try a different method for handling things and helping out. I'm getting some rumours from my other people that this may be the case with me. This of it as being a CEO and your body and life is the corporation that needs to be run, so all of your other people {alters} would then be your personal assistants. My system is acting this way with me as of now, so that's how I view it. Also, another reason could be that you may be in a MUCH better environment now, far more protected / secure then you were before, so they may not feel the need to come out anymore. If you've been taking steps to heal yourself and have placed yourself in situations that don't hurt or re-traumatize you anymore, then that could be a really huge aspect of they're not coming out anymore. Sort of their version of being able to relax, hand you the reins to your life and help you grow stronger; another version of them trying to heal you maybe.
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