After the switch and switch back to core

Dealt with a flashback the other day, then the next day was surprised for my birthday with a massage. Yikes! Wasn't sure I wanted anybody to touch me, but it turned out to help me wipe away the "hangover" feelings of the cellular memory that followed the flashback.

Tonight (24 hours after massage; 48 hours after flashback) I'm feeling the physicality again - sensastions where I was touched - and Little Dreamer, my five-year-old alter and historian was out for awhile.

He's safely back in and I have T tomorrow afternoon. Right now I feel squiggly inside, have a bit of a mild, meandering headache. Generally feel weird. Little Dreamer has not had a lot of stage time, so I am not accustomed to him yet, nor, perhaps, him to me.

Thanks for letting me share this.

Are you feeling any better? I hope your therapy session went well.

Oh, and Happy (belated ) Birthday!

Happy belated birthday, and also like canolime hope your app went well. Heather.