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by Nanashi » Thu Sep 30, 2010 5:52 pm
I identify myself as female but I don't feel as if I have a sex. The "other" Nanashi is male as is Joshua. I don't know if they feel this way either.
*Unrelated- I keep getting dizzy and a smell comes into my nose. This is strange.
My personal belief is that we are not seperate yet as I am not "complete". To be whole, the outside must match the inside. Vice versa. Maybe that is what I am feeling? It is as if I'm struggling for my own identity and gender-place.
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by watching&waiting » Thu Sep 30, 2010 8:10 pm
Nanashi wrote:I identify myself as female but I don't feel as if I have a sex. The "other" Nanashi is male as is Joshua. I don't know if they feel this way either.
*Unrelated- I keep getting dizzy and a smell comes into my nose. This is strange.
My personal belief is that we are not seperate yet as I am not "complete". To be whole, the outside must match the inside. Vice versa. Maybe that is what I am feeling? It is as if I'm struggling for my own identity and gender-place.
Sounds like you're having a gender crisis, to me.
The gender of your alters doesn't, and shouldn't, have any effect on yours.
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by Nanashi » Thu Sep 30, 2010 8:25 pm
This is only the second time I've said this and I still don't like it. I am what you call an "alt". Nanashi is born from others more than us, and can be anything anyone needs me to be. The only problem with gender is that this is the wrong body. I hope that cleared the grey.
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by watching&waiting » Thu Sep 30, 2010 11:30 pm
Nanashi wrote:This is only the second time I've said this and I still don't like it. I am what you call an "alt". Nanashi is born from others more than us, and can be anything anyone needs me to be. The only problem with gender is that this is the wrong body. I hope that cleared the grey.
Hm, i'm a nutcase..That' made complete sense.
I dont know you guys well enough to make a judgement as to who's the alter.
Re reading the origonal post, i might judge that that nanashi is more androgen then female?
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by Nanashi » Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:06 pm
watching&waiting wrote:Nanashi wrote:This is only the second time I've said this and I still don't like it. I am what you call an "alt". Nanashi is born from others more than us, and can be anything anyone needs me to be. The only problem with gender is that this is the wrong body. I hope that cleared the grey.
Hm, i'm a nutcase..That' made complete sense.
I dont know you guys well enough to make a judgement as to who's the alter.
Re reading the origonal post, i might judge that that nanashi is more androgen then female?
You are correct! The original figure this out and I am compelled to believe it to be true.
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by Alia » Tue Oct 05, 2010 7:46 pm
i no unsan. new momy. wit me day no sy boy. no unsan. boy gril momy. me scard bad peepl. we go tip. no wan go fidy. we go til. me no wan. me scard. me no wan go tip. me mis saly.
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If you do not ask yourself what it is you know, you will go on listening to others and change will not come because you will not hear your own truth.
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by watching&waiting » Tue Oct 05, 2010 8:00 pm
Alia wrote:i no unsan. new momy. wit me day no sy boy. no unsan. boy gril momy. me scard bad peepl. we go tip. no wan go fidy. we go til. me no wan. me scard. me no wan go tip. me mis saly.
madi
Hun you don't understand because this isn't a topic you need to worry about
This is not an inclusive list, but a list of those who are most likely to post
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by Nanashi » Wed Oct 06, 2010 4:17 pm
Alia wrote:i no unsan. new momy. wit me day no sy boy. no unsan. boy gril momy. me scard bad peepl. we go tip. no wan go fidy. we go til. me no wan. me scard. me no wan go tip. me mis saly.
madi
i no Unsane. New Momy. sy no me white boy day. Unsane no. Momy boy grill. scard me peepl bath. we go tip. no wan go fidy. til we go. I no wan. scard me. I no wan go tip. Saly me wrong.
madi
"White boy day"? Are you talking about Christmas? You do not have to worry about Mommy. For you, I will always be Mommy. You do not want people to give you a bath? Does this happen on the trip you do not want to go on? You will never have to go anywhere you do not want to. You have those that will keep you safe, and you will be safe with me. Sally still loves you. You did not hurt Sally. Mommy gives you a biiiig hug and kiss so, keep being a good girl for me, okay?
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by Nanashi » Wed Oct 06, 2010 4:20 pm
watching&waiting wrote:Alia wrote:i no unsan. new momy. wit me day no sy boy. no unsan. boy gril momy. me scard bad peepl. we go tip. no wan go fidy. we go til. me no wan. me scard. me no wan go tip. me mis saly.
madi
Hun you don't understand because this isn't a topic you need to worry about
She is just a little girl. I know her original (my new daughter) and she is just concerned for me. It might be hard for her to grasp the concept yet since she cannot see me. This is the first time she has talked to me and I am glad she has decided to.
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