Blocking Out Pain

When i had my big motor bike crash years ago, I got up to walk away ,but both my feet were faceing the wrong way compound fractures.I felt nothing with adrenilin an shock, i was surrounded by girls just leaveing the factory across the road. I remember numbness lieing on the floor , but i still looked up there mini skirt,s like a young guy would. All the time before my operations to plate my ankles i felt nothing.When i woke from the operation i felt cool but that was the morphine drip,all the time in hospital they gave me morphine . When it was time to go they said no more use over the counter pain killers.thats when the pain hit,an i mean hit i wanted to die. Block that out as your brocken bones try to fuse to you plate,s in you ankle an i will give you a trillion $

*shrug* I don't know.

The bones in my feet were at one time fused together. This made it very painful to walk and was effecting my leg muscles. I still remember it clearly even though I was kind of young. They went in and cut all the bones apart inside. That hurt but for the most part I blocked it. I was in casts for about two months and wasn't supposed to walk at all for like the first few weeks but like four days after I got out of the hospital I got up and walked in the casts. (it was because my mom put me in my room and took the wheelchair as if that would keep me there... I did it pretty much to say "eff you! I can walk if I want!" )

gwilly wrote:it was because my mom put me in my room and took the wheelchair as if that would keep me there

That's kind of mean. Why couldn't she leave the wheelchair in there?

canolime wrote:

gwilly wrote:it was because my mom put me in my room and took the wheelchair as if that would keep me there

That's kind of mean. Why couldn't she leave the wheelchair in there?

Meaness. That was actually one of the few times I had it a bit easier. She was probably afraid to do too much with me already injured and under the eye of doctors.

gwilly wrote:

canolime wrote:

gwilly wrote:it was because my mom put me in my room and took the wheelchair as if that would keep me there

That's kind of mean. Why couldn't she leave the wheelchair in there?

Meaness. That was actually one of the few times I had it a bit easier. She was probably afraid to do too much with me already injured and under the eye of doctors.

Oh I'm sorry she was like that

I found all of that really interesting. I block pain too. It’s not intentional. It’s almost like an alter has taken it on to help me. I suppose that’s why we subconsciously create them in the first place.

Lillyrose wrote:I block pain too. It’s not intentional. It’s almost like an alter has taken it on to help me.

Could be an alter

Very funny that we should be talking about this at this particular time!

I had been having trouble opening stuff at work (granted it IS cement and all, but this was more than normal). Sometimes I would grab a handle (to carry hot stuff) and it would just fall out of my hand before I even lifted it a few inches. Also, I could feel a little twinge every so often but not strong enough to even worry about it or do/take anything or something like that.

Turns out my finger has been fractured for like 3 weeks and I didn't know it. Since it wasn't a total break (i.e. not out of alignment), it is healing right, but I just think it is ironic considering this thread.

DeAnna

I like how you put that.

It's not all serious - at least not all the time.

InfinitD wrote:Turns out my finger has been fractured for like 3 weeks and I didn't know it.

Wow, that's not good But at least you weren't in pain!