System and an alter's worries.

Kris trusts me. And it was one chair, forever ago. That--pain wasn't even around when it happened! Seriously. I'm not gonna hurt her. I was asleep when it happened. And they can't lock me away. Kris's anger goes into me. So she'll end up doing more harm to herself when I'm gone.

-Edward

Thanks for sharing this. I do not have as many alters as you, or as many that have come out or maybe they just talk to each other. I like the color coating. I have maybe five alters and all what you are explaining is so much my case. My boyfriend talks of how my alters come out and their fears. One of the most fears they seem to trifle over is an incident that happened with my boss. I even clam up when I try to tell him this. All the alters do too. But they seem to be able to communicate with the others.

I'm glad you shared your family with me. You seem to have so many of them closely knitted. I only have five.

Sarah: Host (me) I want to say I'm ambidextrous but I write with my right hand most of the time.

Serena: She is Welsh about mid to late 20's, has a welsh accent and red hair and does not have any lust. Full of logic and is a caregiver. Coming from my fiance Serena and Iris were one person at a point. Left handed

Iris: She is all about lust and has a one track mind. I would like to say that she is younger than Serena. She lies a lot and in fact my boyfriend told me she said she is bound by them. She also says she is the queen of the others and despises Serena. Thinks she is so righteous and snarky. Actually my boyfriend thinks that Iris may look up at Serena. She is very clever and loves riddles. Left handed.

Shelley: She is a five year old. She cries a lot, but she knows and conversates with all the others. Simple things like memories or music trigger her. Right handed.

Nicodemus: He is in his late 30's. Yeah he is very angry all the time. Very sarcastic and cynical. Likes to push the host. Though loves women and kisses their butts. My boyfriend notices that my voice goes way low almost abnormally low for a woman when he is in control. Left handed.

Viscus (Vicious is how it sounds): 13 year old and very immature. Very clever and loves jokes that are insulting. Loves playing practical jokes. Loves to be inappropriate and has no discretion. Is frighten by older male figures. My boyfriend had to scare him one time because he just is a bowl full of energy and would not knock it off. He was easily frightened. Left handed.

Sorry I'm too lazy to do colors so I'll just do the names in color. he he.

I think maybe it could Edwards fears projecting perhaps? He is always angry, I have an alter who is angry and sometimes out of control wants to kill me or pushes me to kill myself. But I sometimes think maybe it might be because the alter is trying to tell you something. They are mostly in there for your benefit. At least I would like to believe. Iris, she is always out for her own motives though I think. That is not the alter that is angry though. The one that is angry my boyfriend actually thinks is a nice guy, just wants me to push myself more to succeed in life.

I have no fear. As I stated earlier I was created to collect all of Kris's anger. And I realize killing her kills me. The only times I injure her is when she's being completely stupid.
-Edward

Hii! I dunno. He isn't always violent...though he did want to punch my ex, but so did I. But, he's right about his reason for being created. So, that's why I think we shouldn't lock him up unless he does something. And Iris sounds like Viktoria.
-Kris

Edward, Well Nicodemus and Viscus were created out of my anger so they say. At least that's what my boyfriend Seth says. That's literally the reason. Viscus was created more because of traumatic reason from an incident that involved my sister, my brother and my father. But Nicodemus and Viscus were the same person.

Well Actually, Ehem... I was created not out just the anger, but the anger cause by your father Drunken driven demolition derby that night(Hey hows that for aliteration Nic...? ) and the childhood that you actually lost. I'm 13. whooop

Actually forgot to put my name down...

-Viscus

I'm twenty-one. Yay for being older than the body. *sarcasm* I've always been my own person. I'd die if I'd split from any of the twits in her mind.
-Edward

Er, I'm not pointing out the technical stuff, Eddy. Ugh, but yeah. I don't remember being abused, but I did lose my father when I was four, and Kitaro's around that age most of the time, so I think he was created around that time. But, he's a wuss anyway. XD
-Kris

Yeah well a lot of my alters are older than my body. Nicodemus is 39ish and Serena is a little older as well. The others though not older. The others are in the teens, twenties or single digits. And the scariest part is finding out I have more alters now. Just the ones that have not shown themselves have managed to stay caged. I wish I didn't have 7 alters, but it seems the more that my boyfriend digs the more alters he seems to find. Oh well, usually he sprouts these guys on late nights. I hope all I have is 7.

I'm fine with my fifteen. God, that sounds like more than I feel it is. XD Only five come out though, or that we're aware of anyway. I'm just glad I don't have hundreds, I'd never be able to keep track of them. But, I honestly think I'd have killed myself or someone else long ago if they weren't here. And sorry I took so long to respond, my internet has been screwy. D:

...Now I just attempt to hurt them, which is oh so much better. Nah, but to be serious the main five are waay too closely knit to ever leave. If Kris has an issue, we immediately come to her aid and either offer help or take over.