I don't smile much

Because I don't care.

Why should I smile.

Every internet relationships is based off of some other girls pictures.

And my voice.

They fall in love with my personality.

But I could never meet them because SHE DOESNT EXIST.

ITS HER PICTURE WITH MY VOICE.

I SAVE OTHER ATTRACTIVE WOMENS PICTURES AND POST THEM ON DATING SITES OR SEND THEM TO GUYS.

They like me for a while as we talk on the phone and think im the total package.

After that they find Out im not her at all.

She is probably somewhere living a sucessful life.

And im sitting on the telephone putting a voice to her picture,

I start these relationships knowing they will never go anywhere and get depressed when they don't.

I guess Im just a ###$ up!!

I think you meant to post that on another board.

No.

This is the right board.

Whenever I get into a "relationship" I use different names [ alies] to try and " start over"

Like my last personailty Jocelyn Was heartbroken weak, Young [ 15] and was extremely depressed.
She was a Hispanic girl, 5'3/5'4, Curly light brown hair, Naive but playful, Soft baby voice, Loved older men etc.
[I also Used a picture that fit what My image of my personailty, Jocelyn, would look like.]

NOW im not Jocelyn anymore.

I had to go through quite a few to get to my current persona , Which is "JAY" she is outspoken,kinda shy, but assertive,bold, can be bitchy , Dark hair, dark features,beautiful hispanic girl. But she is kind of unstable when It comes to guys . She is my current age.

Along the way while healing I used the names [ Jocelyn then Juliana then Juli and Now finally Jay next will be Jayela]

All my life in relationships I used different names.

It made it somewat easier in the past to let go If I never really showed my true self.

BTW IM NOT EVEN HISPANIC. AND THE CURRENT GIRL I AM PRETENDING TO BE is a girl I was obsessed with back in middle school, and I still idolize her in my mind so I sent out photos of her to guys and she is now the persona "Jay."[ With the dark hair, dark lashes eye brows etc.]

It's hard to explain but I hope you understand A little better now .

ps. None oF THESE GIRLS ARE ME , I JUST USE THEIR PICTURES TO GO WITH MY PERSONALITIES AND I NEVER MEET THE GUYS BECAUSE DUH I CAN'T

Whateva, that was your 1st thing to say in here.
Beginning to look like someone put flyers for this place up in some rather interesting places.
I don't know how you keep up with it if you change them so often my man.
cherio!

We'reREAL wrote:Whateva, that was your 1st thing to say in here.
Beginning to look like someone put flyers for this place up in some rather interesting places.
I don't know how you keep up with it if you change them so often my man.
cherio!

I really dont need you negativety u weirdo so go hang yourself, you would do me more justice. I really can care less what a person with the username " We're real " has to say hahah, stay outta the looney bin with your millions of secret personailies you coward. How dare you judge me, MR. I HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS BEHIND DIFFERENT PERSONAITIES GO TAKE UR MEDS BECAUSE EVERYONE CAN SPOT A WHINY BITCH WHEN THEY HEAR ONE HAHA.

Nice way to start!

Take a breather guys. Life's too short for this nonsense. We'reREAL, if you had nothing positive tooffer, then you should not have even replied.

Kevin

HELPMExx wrote:

We'reREAL wrote:Whateva, that was your 1st thing to say in here.
Beginning to look like someone put flyers for this place up in some rather interesting places.
I don't know how you keep up with it if you change them so often my man.
cherio!

I really dont need you negativety u weirdo so go hang yourself, you would do me more justice. I really can care less what a person with the username " We're real " has to say hahah, stay outta the looney bin with your millions of secret personailies you coward. How dare you judge me, MR. I HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS BEHIND DIFFERENT PERSONAITIES GO TAKE UR MEDS BECAUSE EVERYONE CAN SPOT A WHINY BITCH WHEN THEY HEAR ONE HAHA.

If you are unable to share anything positive to someone in the forum please refrain from posting at all, name calling is against the rules of the site as well, please refrain from doing so... this is a verbal warning.

Thank you.

This is so not DID. You're just fake. You change who you are because you have no personality of your own. This has nothing to do with literal split personalities. I'm not sure where this belongs, probably narcissism, but it's definitely not DID.

And if you come into my forum again, posting crap like this and then run your mouth for getting called out on it, I will personally boot your ass so hard to the curb, you'll be feeling it for a month.