Original or Alter? LONG

I'm glad you're okay (hope that's still the case )!

cocoanutmonkey wrote:I sorta... feel delusional, like I'm making them up

I don't think you are

I'm ok still. It's really interesting how calm and quiet both me and my head are... It's almost unnervingly so...

As for delusional: lol, there's only so many times you can be told that it's all in your head before you start wondering But thanks - how are you all doing?

glad you're still ok. We're like a beehive at the moment, just constant buzzing but we're ok I find that calmness really unsettling, I hate it then again, I'm like a hyper kid, I can't stand silence

-Ker

cocoanutmonkey wrote:I'm ok still. It's really interesting how calm and quiet both me and my head are... It's almost unnervingly so...

As for delusional: lol, there's only so many times you can be told that it's all in your head before you start wondering But thanks - how are you all doing?

I don't like it when it's too quiet, either

Hmm... then, maybe I should repeat "it's not all in your head" as many times as you were told it was

I'm fine, thanks <--- predictable answer, no?

Mosaicmonkey: LOL! I, unfortunately, am the jerkwad neighbor that calls the cops on the neighbors having their parties - Silence is an absolute must so when the head suddenly goes eerie-abandoned-quiet, I revel in the beauty of it; especially knowing it won't last. I'm already hearing plotting behind my back in there, thus indicating a "quiet" return...

Canolime: If you did that, then you'd start believing yourself and then what would your alters do? Play poker with your remaining memories...? Also, yes, quite the predictable answer, though I'm getting rather fond of "My life has always been absolutely perfect in every which way. You?" At the very least, people won't want to drop their drama on you because you made the mistake of coming outside for a smoke

Sorry... I'm in a bit of a mood...

cocoanutmonkey wrote:Mosaicmonkey: LOL! I, unfortunately, am the jerkwad neighbor that calls the cops on the neighbors having their parties - Silence is an absolute must so when the head suddenly goes eerie-abandoned-quiet, I revel in the beauty of it; especially knowing it won't last. I'm already hearing plotting behind my back in there, thus indicating a "quiet" return...

Canolime: If you did that, then you'd start believing yourself and then what would your alters do? Play poker with your remaining memories...? Also, yes, quite the predictable answer, though I'm getting rather fond of "My life has always been absolutely perfect in every which way. You?" At the very least, people won't want to drop their drama on you because you made the mistake of coming outside for a smoke

Sorry... I'm in a bit of a mood...

I like your mood. Reminds me of Mara she's exactly the same on a good day, very sarcastic & way too intelligent for normal people so usually leaves their heads spinning. Awww must be paradise for you then. I think it's cuz we grew up in a loudish family & the kids (internal) are soooo loud that when it's quiet it's almost deafening!! oh dear... plotting is never cool.

Well I'm glad my mood don't bother you any. I'm all sorts of up and down and forgetful like, so that's more like me on a bad day; I'm curious about your mara now she sounds like loads of fun. Also, I grew up in a load family too (external), but my reaction to silence simply went the other way. It was more along the lines of: whoa, wait a minute...there's something new going on around here... this is kinda cool

Yeah Sabrina's like that - every now & again it'll go quiet & you'll hear her lips creaking trying to smile from where she's enjoying the silence.Josh is too, he rarely speaks. But I can't stand it. I get too scared. God, reading it back I am such a girls blouse

Yeah she's awesome. She's very funny & very sarcastic. meh. She's been gone a month & I really miss her. She'll be back soon tho
-Ker