Our main personality has decided to leave.

Phyxius wrote:

watching&waiting wrote:Kyle won't talk.
He has shut himself off from the rest of us (3 of us) and had said before he did this that he "would come back".-Tyler

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Phyxius, it's difficult to know what you're trying to say when you edit out your posts like that.

Mara goes from time to time, when she feels threatened, or flashbacks etc get too much. It sucked majorly the first few times, but was actually easier when it was just me & her. it's not so fun now there's a system to manage but we get on ok.

It's hard, but you have to kind of keep going for Kyle's sake. We're always here if you need support or whatever we can help with.

neveralone wrote:Hosts have us because they've dealt with a lot of crap in thier time. Sometimes they go away and sometimes they come back again. All we can do is pick up the shattered pieces that they've left beind and keep going on for them. We try to find out why they left and what we can do to make them want to come back. Sometimes this is an exercise in futility but you have to be strong and hang in there. She is alive and she will come back. James.

Exactly.

watching&waiting wrote:I'm sorry, but she? Kyle is RARELY a girls name, and he certainly does not identify as female. Sorry, gender is a touchy topic for us.
The problem is, the reason I suspect he's left is something he needs to be around to deal with. I can't do anything about his emotional problems if he's not around.

Yo man, chill out. I'd say it to your face but you're not around (or im too dumb to figure out you are)

Anyway.. i'm not dead. sheesh. this has happened before, i guess they just coped better before. =\ Im sorry guys. i'll try to not default go mute next time.
last night was a serious head ache. everyone was talking at once and trying to catch me up on the last 3 days (I loose time which sucks) and besides the fact that between the 3 of them they spent $50 nothing too messed up happened.
im tired.. i dont really want to be out but of course im not being allowed to hide again.
i dont trust myself alone, i want to cut too much... morgan should be able to help later. Maybe.
i'm such a f.cking mess. =|

-Kyle