
On Wednesday I (mara) saw the psychologist. This is only the 3rd time I've seen him, but I feel quite comfortable, he said he won't force me to talk about anything I don't want to, but I can talk about anything. It was a good session I went in miserable & came out feeling tonnes better.
After that we got ready & drove 400 miles with my partner to go visit a friend who lives by the seaside.
Thursday was J & Sibby's bday so after opening presents, we went to the arcades, won loads of toys & stuff. J had a party & felt really proud saying he's 5. It made me so happy to see everyone smiling & happy even for a few hours.
On Friday we went to the park & the kids had icecream & slushies - which always means happiness

Saturday we went to Pleasure Beach with roller coasters. That was tooootaallly cool. I've always been terrified of them, but we had so much fun. I got on the biggest roller coaster in Europe, fainted after 5 seconds

Kaia got to ride a horsey & was so happy she couldn't stop giggling all evening. As a person who isn't too fond of horses & is quite terrified of them, I cannot understand her obsession with them, but she was happy so that was enough for me.
Addisson (who has only ever come out once whilst we were swimming) came out again only for a few seconds on the log flume. I think she likes water. I've only ever seen her crying & upset so it was really special to see her happy.
We're now on our way home, Sibby's driving. The kids are eating my body weight in crisps (chips), sandwiches & other random munchies. Ker is in a bit of a piss because she wanted olives but was out voted. Hehe

It's been an awesome few days & made me really appreciate my system & also reminded me some of the good things about being a multiple (like passing out on a roller coaster & still being able to walk off at the end). I feel really lucky to share my body with such cool people & altho we have our problems I feel really hopeful (let's hope that lasts!) Hope you guys have/have had a good weekend too.

-Mara, J, Kaia, Sabrina & a disappointed, olive-free Kerry