bad habit picking up again *trigger?*

Hi, Mai!

Chris is a good friend and I'm sure he knows that you didn't mean to cause all this upset.
You were just really hurting inside and you wanted to help.
Sometimes when we're younger we don't always know the best ways to do it.

Try acting out your feeling while playing with toys, or even drawing how you feel,
or shaping it out of playdough

You can give your hurt a shape with playdough and then mold it into something you like or pound it into
a funny flat thing.

You're not bad hunny, you just did what you thought would help.
Helping yourself doesn't have to hurt and it doesn't have to hurt the others.
You can help get out your frustration by playing, or talking, or creating things.

Good luck

twilight: that play doh scissor idea is a really good idea i wouldve never thought of that haha but she will never use a knife thank god i know that because i remember her telling be about her brother getting his throat cut out by a person with one and she saw the whole thing...shes always been timid around knifes even in home ec so at least i dont have to worry about her taking a knife to her wrist or throat (honestly i think that the kinfe is worse than scissors, but theyre both not good!!)

so wait do you have synethesia too?

oh and this is really off topic but is really important for Mai i know she'll read it

Mai i need you to tell Victoria to meet me at 11:20 by Timber Run because i am not going to let you guys miss marching band...again and i am not going to risk Mr. Kelly failing me for the rest of the year...again and im not going to wait twently minutes waiting for you and almost being late...again! i love you guys dearly but i love band and getting an A in that class and having that teacher not creep on me for the next 4 years of my life just a little more hahaha

heheheh i twell hwr

an i wip up pawpr an mawk shapes and petty fwowrs outta te pieces it fwun an i no fweel as sad awfter Chwis towld me do tat i wanna go pway wit u an Twyer and Gabby awfter band!!!!!

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ridinthetide wrote:so wait do you have synethesia too?

As far as we can tell, yes. Never been diagnosed, though we don't know if it's a... diagnosable ...thing.

-Mikaela

thats so cool im jealouse of you and Victoria that must be awesome to have it , but the problem with Victoias is that she tastes everything she smells and it gets really really "heavy" in her mouth when she is in large crowds i remember that she went on a certian ride at a really famous fair in our area and she couldnt focus on one of the tastes and collapsed because it was so overwhelming for her...that would suck haha

what kind do you guys have

wats kind u gots i wove havin it it fwun but is annwyin somtime i happy sombowy ewels gots it too

ridinthetide wrote:thats so cool im jealouse of you and Victoria that must be awesome to have it , but the problem with Victoias is that she tastes everything she smells and it gets really really "heavy" in her mouth when she is in large crowds i remember that she went on a certian ride at a really famous fair in our area and she couldnt focus on one of the tastes and collapsed because it was so overwhelming for her...that would suck haha

what kind do you guys have

We associate feelings, months, numbers and letters with color, and sometimes music as well. Actually, I guess it's more just sound than music because screaming babies? RED! It's mostly that kind, though sometimes certain smells will give physical sensations too.

-Mik

TwilightInsight wrote:We associate feelings, months, numbers and letters with color, and sometimes music as well.

-Mik

Do you mind if I ask a stupid question?

Let's say you see the number 4 as red... is it more of a feeling/glow-of-color-in-the-mind that appears for an instant, when you first see the number, or do you actually always see it like this: 4...?

we arent sure because we dont have that kind we taste ANYTHING we smell going from colognes and perfumes to furniture to people i no it sounds weird and tyler and chris got really worried when i told them we tasted people its actually pretty cool because we can tell a persons personality by how heavy or light their taste is and by the flavor if its over bitter, too sour, annoyingly sweet, ect. its actually pretty cool but lyk chris said it sucks when were in a large crowd normally when were in school we can focus on a certian taste and really degrade all the others. but there are some times that i cant seperate and even the lightest taste gets REALLY heavy and very overwhelming

we also have slight pain to color and sound to color (its best at night when everythings quiet with little sounds that make the colors really stand out )

Victoria (mai didnt feel lyk explaining haha)