ive been wondering..

so i was wondering about a few things, not sure if they are questions really but here goes...

one of my alters is ambidextrous, everyone else is right handed, including me. is that normal or just weird, i mean why can't i use my left hand and jay can? not complaining or anything i just think its well interesting really.

also jay loves to read and write, and he is very good at writing and me i just don't have the patients to sit down and write a story and make up characters and junk. he has a story he is writing about us, rather everyone i mean me and all of the alters focusing mostly on him so far, its amazing to read it later after he has written it. im just speechless by him. okay maybe that wasn't a question but i just wanted to say it lol

then i was also wondering why i was able to keep my DID under so much control for my whole life with out therapy or any help for anyone...sure ive had my moments of chaos and disorder with my system, a lot of shifting and changing here and there, but for the most part ive had it under wraps for my whole life. now after the books ive read and the people ive talked to online and everything, i have heard so many stories of people when it gets out of control and the alters show them selves out in public or cause major chaos and things that never happened to me. guess that united states of tara show has got me wondering about all this cause i thought of these things while watching it.

Lets see.

1. I am right-handed, Frank is left-handed. It happens, alters are their own persons with their own quirks and personalities.
2. Again, alters are their own persons with their own quirks and personalities.
3. I refuse to see a shrink, but I've willed myself to soldier on and keep things together. Plus I couldn't have asked for better roommates to help me out and keep things in check.

My roommate has told me I'm ambidextrous because I switch hands constantly when playing sports. I also have motor dysgraphia.

I have an incredibly hard time with things like tying ties, belts, and things like that, but sometimes one of "them" (not sure which one) will be there with me, and these things are a breeze. And my female one has the neatest handwriting I've ever seen.