Dreaming Pt. 2

Now even my silly dreams that should obviously be dreams seem real. I fall asleep, I dream, I wake up, I fall asleep, I dream again, I wake up, I do this a number of times, and I can't tell what was a dream and what wasn't. I'm having a hard time telling dreams from reality. I walked into the bathroom and my chest and face were covered in marks that went beyond bed imprints. There were 3 or 4 lines dragged down the left side of my chest, a big red mark over my heart, and multiple scratch marks on my left cheek. But they don't look like fresh marks, they're imprinted, but not like bed imprints, these look like recently healed scars or something. I'm sure they'll fade away soon, but what the hell is going on with me? D and Frank have no answers for me, and now I can feel something big coming on. I don't know what it is, but something is about to happen.

Hmm, a lot of things seem to keep stirring up in your system, and you're kept in the dark.. frustrating when you feel that something's wrong, but all you can do is wait until the information is given to you,,

This is such a frustrating feeling, hang in there, when the time is right, you will now what is going on.

Frustrating. *hug* I hate that feeling of being on the edge of something and having no clue what the hell is going on. It's this gut-wrenching anxiety that pops up sometimes like it's the anniversary of some horrible trauma but you can't remember what the hell the trauma was and so you jump at everything.

@Dimensional: Yeah seriously, guess this is what I get for bitching about nothing going on with me DID related .

And yeah Amber, I hope that time comes really soon. I've been in the dark too long. I want answers for once.

Thanks for the hug Frag!

EMOTICONS FOR EVERYBODY!

I know you have, I hope you get answers soon too.