SORRY, I'M JUST IN A BAD SPACE.

i haven't forgotten about you guys. i care deeply for most of you. you've helped me a lot! i'm just in this space, i don't know, i just don't want to think or talk about stuff. i can't, not if i want to function. even with that, it takes everthing in me. hopefully this will pass soon. i'll try to check up on you guys once in a while. i'll be ok, it's just a rough spot. see you all later.

love,
benny

Feel better soon, Benny, we like having you around.

((((Benny))))
It's okay Benny, we know how it goes... I (we were) was just there. Take care of you and feel better soon. We will be here when you are ready to talk again!
~Amber and all

Hon, I'm here for you! For whatever it is you need. You know how to reach me and you've done so much for me, anything you ask of me, I'll do!!

Sending you much love,
Pam

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(((Benny)))

Well wishes and hugs coming your way. You've helped me so much already with replies and support, thank you and come back when you are feeling better hon.

Take good care.

jorja
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thanks you guys. i'm so glad you are here! seems like most parts of me want to hibernate from the rest of the world. don't know what i'd do without you. i know you guys can relate. sometimes the outside world is too much. i want to be there for others, i know they're hurting too. but it's all i can do, to hold up a front for people around me.

the past and present keep getting all mixed up. i know i need counseling to get everything straitened out, but don't want to open up to someone i don't know for an hour, then leave, feeling worse. even if they are a d.i.d. specialist. hopefully we'll get "it" together without a scene. i seem to be doing better with the outside world in small doses. sometimes "we" just need a little space to figure life out.

you can hardly turn around these days without being triggered. everything's out in the open. i guess that's good. people need to know the dangers out there, but it sure makes it hard to trust anyone, or keep the past, in the past, for "us". i'm sure you all know what i mean. i wish none of us had to go threw what we did. i wish it could have all stayed in the past, and not have affected us like it did, but guess we couldn't have one without the other.

someone's home talk later
love, benny

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No words, but we are all thinking of you..