too much

I dont know where else to go.
possible triggering.

We had 2 deaths in our family today.
One a natural expected passing.
the other, a suicide.

I am confused.

oh lark....

these months are never good for deaths. it's a lil bit triggering. its not good. i hope you pull through though. i know its tough......i wish i copuld hug you


((((((((((lark))))))))))))

I'm sorry for your losses Amber and others.
Are there things you need right now we can give you or help you with here? Do you know the reasons for the suicide?

We're thinking of you
(((((((((((((((((((((((())))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Nindy and others

Aw, hang in there Lark! We love you!!!!!!!!

**HUG**

Deaths are always hard, even when expected. Suicides are tragic. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I hope all is well inside and that this isn't wreaking too much havoc in your system.

Here, have some larkspur:

thoses larkspurs are beautiful, trixy! how thoughtful. i wish i knew how to post pictures to cheer people up. for now a (((((((hug)))))) will have to do.

i know how heart breaking, and confusing it can be when you lose someone close. esp when it comes in two's. hang in there! i'm the only one left in my immediate. at times i feel so alone, and sad. no siblings, no parents or grandparents, no aunt or uncle. niece or nephew. it's scary. every alter has their own feelings about it. it's esp. hard on the little ones. part of me wishes i could go with them. don't you give up lark! i and the others love you. together we can make it! i know where ever they are, if they loved you in this life. they still love you in the next, and are cheering you on!

love and prayers for serenity,
benny

Lark, I have lost loved ones too. I hope the best for you in healing and a newly found awareness of your purpose in this life which will help others going through crises.

Thank you everyone for your support and kind words. The little ones and I are stable, however we do have our moments. The first memorial will be held on Monday and the other we will be unable to attend as it will be held out of state.
This experience has given us much to think about, pray about and be greatful for. We will be stronger as a result, but it will take time.
Thank you again for your support.
Much love,
~Amber and All

p.s. The larkspur is beautiful and one of our favorites!! Thank you Trixy!

We'll be thinking of you on Monday. Feel free to share whatever you need to share, but don't feel obliged. We're all sending you best wishes and strength