by lalalark2 » Thu Mar 06, 2008 6:57 am
Thanks for celebrating with us!
We should meet up and go to Disneyland... the best, most happiest place on earth!
The anxiety was just a small blip, I was completely overwhelmed, and I was trying to plan what we were going to do that day, and every time I said something (to do) H kept telling me we should do something else, and while I was fine with being flexible, I still needed some bit of control, and when she kept changing the plans, I felt completely out of control, not to mention overwhelmed by the excitement, and crowds, and noise, and memories and scary feelings. So it was almost inevitable that an attack would come, thankfully it wasn't bad.
And now, I am still going strong, which usually is not the case in march.
In fact I am happy and doing really well, and it feels so good.
SO good!
Miss you all!
~Lark~