hi this is lAlA

I am afraid to die.
And I am afraid to be alone.
I dont want to be a chicken little but I am scared.
And when I acm scared of something that someone else isnt scared of then I am bneing a chicken little and that is not fair.
Osmetimes I am scared that thte bad guys are going to come and get us at tschool some more.
Sometimes I am scared that big ameber is going to get hurt.
Sometimes I am scared that when we come home late at night that bad guys and mean guys and mosnters are going to be waiting for us by the door.
And sometimes we forget to lock the back door so I get even more scared. and sometimes we forget to close the back door and then we cant remember if we left it open for the cats or if someone came into our apartment.
Its scary.
But I dont want to be a chicken little.
How do I not be so scared?
-lAlA

lAlA I gert scared too... I don't know how to stop being scared because soemtimes it makes me not wanna go outside at all and I jsut stay in and watch my fantasy films over and over. sometimes when my friend lexy is scared she gets a hug from the big girls like Harri (and sometimes Kane will come protect us if we're really upset!) and harri always helps tell her its fine.

lAlA youa re never allone because you ahve all of your friends too, and you have all of us. i iwsh i could give you a hug but at least i can give you a virtual one! ^__^ dont be ashamed of being a chicken

xoxo palla

lAlA,

i think it is ok to be scared, it keeps us from forgeting things we should remember. no its not fair and that isnt fair either. i am alone alot too. so i dont go so much. bjut i love hugs and kisses from my frends and you are my frend, we helpp each otter be safe
((((lAlA))))) xoxoxoxox

missy

PS
lisaa says get them before they get you, but I dont know who to get sorry she is nevr a fraid but she is nver happy

some times we put bares on the bed with us to keep us safe and some times we have blankets with us to feel safe. we keep note on the door about locking it and closeing it. that way we dont for get. its ok to be scared. evry body gets scared.

tegan

i think it must be normal for at least one of our parts to be scared. and they're not chichen! they are brave to have gotten through what they did. at night, if i get scared i lay next to my husband and cry in his arms a while. before i met him, i held my pet or a teddy bear. it didn't work as well maybe, but it did help. it's better to be with a teddy bear or pet than an uncaring harmful person.

sometimes i ; listen to music, watch a funny show or movie, and remember if anyone calls us chicken, they don't have a clue. i bet you anything they wouldn't make it through now, what we did as children. we've gone through a lot, so we are also better prepared for whatever! we've proved that already, we're here.

love benny