ecstacy

ecstacy, thats how i feel right now. i met a girl a while back and we have been casually having talks of "oh yeah we should hang out sometime" and then last night we had this big long talk where we just hit it off. shes completely into me, for once jack and carn have seen what can make me happy and they are staying out of the way on this. shes just wonderful and is the first person in a long time to see me as a caring loving individual, no im not in love, we barely know each other as of yet, but just getting with someone, and making that connection, the thought of "my god is this possibly who i've been waiting for all this time?" and i can see that shes thinking the exact same thing, that feeling i've never felt before. i've never felt like i was wanted or needed or anything. i've always been beaten into believing im nothing, worthless, not cared for, and never will be cared for...and then this.

its a feeling i've never felt before and i can only describe it as ecstacy.

John,

That is wonderful news! I am so happy that you are happy!

So ask her out

great news! you deserve a thoughtful, caring women.

Hooray!
I am glad you have found someone!
That is wonderful.

Awesome news!
I wish you the best of luck that things turn out good with her! Run with the feeling, it is a gooooood thing *does the thumbs-up sign*