Enter The Criminal Mind

So last night I had a wonderfully horrific flashback, that thankfully turned into a stupid dream, cuz I was asleep when it hit. Anyways, it was about Smiley. It started right off with Smiley (who looks like me with long, curly, jet black hair), walking through our old house (where everything got started). "Hey Mike, ya like flashbacks? *hits me with the flashbackFrank showed me, uncle beating me, and yes I violently shook with the hits like last time* Yeah, forget that, I got something for ya. Ha ha ha ha!" *camera pulls back and follows Smiley as he walks outside, strolls around for a bit, goes into someone's house and carves up 4 women like turkeys.* "How do you like that? Ha ha ha ha!"

And then it got kinda goofy when it blended into a dream, so bleh. Hmmm, yes, quite scary, watching Smiley in action. I don't know if that actually happened, if he was trying to just scare me, or maybe if it's a memory from his own alter world, where ever it is alters leave to come chill with us. Or maybe the whole thing was just a dream disguised as a flashback, I don't know.

That must be really confusing. Can either D or Frank provide you with some clarity? And how did telling your girlfriend turn out, or has that not happened yet? Take care

Well we've already established that Smiley is a homicidal maniac and an expert with knives.

He never killed anyone in your reality, just his own. Quite a lot of people, too, I might add - D

... Oh.


And as for the girlfriend thing.... well... ummm... hmmm... ^_^;; I'll get to it

why dont you describe the dream?....were you dreaming about making out with me again?


yeah smiley is definately trying to ###$ with you. just always keep the upper hand. you locked up that prisoner and you'll keep it that way.

I did describe the dream, you screwball!

Yeah, I'm not too worried about him getting out. Though I did come close to breaking a mirror while facing it, aka his ticket out, when I was drunk once. Hmm, not gonna let that happen again.

Pretty scary.

sounds like you've got some controll at keeping him out of this world, that's good! hope it stays that way. you'd know if it really happened. things like that tend to be a bit messy, and would be connected to other memories. maybe it's a way of "getting it out" safely. hope everything goes well for you!

benny

Yeah, we're fine, thank you, Benny. And is my computer being retarded or have you stopped typing in all capitols?

And Lark, if you think that's scary, imagine if he ever got out and started doing that.

i dont want to because i am afraid that we would do those bad things tnad then we would be bad bad girls. that is scary. that is why anonny is lock up and its only us good girls until annonny is good agan.

ya, and no your computer isn't retarded. a little slow maybe, but not retarded.

wish i could say my "bad ass" alter never came out. unfortunatly it has. . i've lost a lot of friends because of "it". (i accidentally kicked one friends teeth out when she startled me in a public bathroom.) i worry about it sometimes, but i don't know what else i can do other than to avoid triggers. how do you keep your's at bay?

benny