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Something strange happened (Kinda like a flashback, BUT not)

Postby Ponyta » Wed Jul 08, 2020 10:09 pm

Something weird happened last night.

Maybe it was some strange side-effect of our severe headache we had (but I don't think so, being that we tend to get that kind of headache at times). It was almost like a flashback, but I have ABSOLUTELY NO clue who those people were. I don't even know where I was (I mean, if it was some kind of memory.) It almost was like I was dreaming, but how could I be dreaming while awake? I mean, I know there's something called daydreaming, but I definitely know that's not what was happening.

That was both creepy, but strangely intriguing at the same time.


I saw some guy holding a deer, but I have no clue who he was. He smiled at me. He was proud of the deer he got. I also saw some building and a bunch of girls. I have no clue who any of them were. Nor do I know what building it was. There is no way it could've been a memory. Possibly the building, but not the people, at least I think. I mean it's possible I guess, but I'm 99% sure it wasn't a memory.

BUT the protectors were messing around with the file room lately. They're trying to solve a problem with that. So it could've maybe been a memory, but like I said, I doubt it.

It's more likely that maybe, just maybe something happened and I could see a different area of our inner world. Even I don't know about that though. I still say it was some kind of strange dream or hallucination. I'm strongly going with that because I seen writing in some foreign language pop up too. I have no clue where that would've came from. I'm not even sure what language it was. It looked almost like Japanese or Chinese.


BUT then later:

I could see several of my inner friends A LOT clearer than before. I mean, I thought I could see them clear before (for awhile I couldn't), but last night, it was like I could see them in high definition. Now that was cool. I felt as if I was standing right in front of them. I actually hope that'll happen again. We can communicate even better that way.

I just don't know who those others were (from the "flashback"-like scenes earlier). Well, the guy with the deer, did kinda resemble one of my personalities. I mean, if he fixed his hair up a little/etc. It is possible it maybe was him. I still have no clue about the building, or the females though.


Any ideas what might have happened?


I had a severe headache. I saw all of this stuff with my eyes closed. Then I saw my inner friends later, when I tried to call them. I tried to ask them about it, but I really don't remember their answer, for some reason. Some of the others don't know. I'm just curious.
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Re: Something strange happened (Kinda like a flashback, BUT not)

Postby Sarandipity » Thu Jul 09, 2020 6:46 am

One time laying in bed I had a really weird out of body experience where I was walking round the garage I work in. At the same time I was asleep watching Rose watch Ty (dunno if he's an alter or someone they chatted online to) walk up some stone steps and she felt really proud. And at the same time I was awake and in the room aware of the room.

It sounds sort of similar what happened to you. Like a waking dream? That's my best guess. Sarah
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Re: Something strange happened (Kinda like a flashback, BUT not)

Postby Ponyta » Sat Jul 11, 2020 1:51 am

Hey- Thanks for the reply Sarah! It's greatly appreciated!

I'm not sure what's going on. I just noticed our host apparently wrote this before she ran off (in our inner world). She's been acting really strange- before that happened. Anyway- thanks again for your reply!
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