I don't know what to call this

So we left the twins to it for a few days out front but we've been watching them and listening.

They typed about the baby and what they're doing with it, or have done, to grow it up is what they were thinking.

They typed a whole response involving brain stuff but deleted it and didn't post. We can't remember all of it but they said something about them using all of the amygdala. We got distracted by that because we don't know about it and that's why we can't remember the rest of it other than they are "growing up the baby" or have, we're not 100% sure on that.

So we looked up amygdala and it's emotions and fear. That makes sense, they like our emotions, they use fear to control us - usually for or overall good.

Anyway just now we were typing about stuff we like elsewhere and a lady said that she had schizophrenia. The twins said she just has overload to the prefrontal cortex. We don't know what that is and they're annoying - find out for yourself dumb dumbs.

So we Googled it. The prefrontal cortex is about social situations and how you respond. Doesn't make sense to hearing voices we said. They said "in social situations the woman gets frightened. She doesn't know how to react. She can't plan for future or gauge outcomes. Her prefrontal cortex overloads trying to cope with working out how to respond and what is appropriate. The prefrontal cortex over compensates and she - ah I can't remember the words - she... Hallucinate (basically)"

We don't know if they're accurate. How they know this if they are accurate. Or if they just make it up. Or if they actually go by being able to stimulate our brain and know internally biologically what bit does what and what the outcomes are if the stimulate them.

They have caused us "hallucinations" of sorts. When the sociopath was there and they were subconscious we would have feelings of something kicking us from beneath our bed. There's no way anything could actually be beneath our bed so we knew we imagined it. Since they've been awake they'll tap our shoulder. So we know they can cause physical stimulus. We did think they were schizophrenic which is why we left them asleep but they seem to have control on their delusions because they turn them off also they seem to have control of the physical feelings that aren't actually there.

Does anyone here have parts who can do this or any of these things? Parts who seem to have knowledge of the brain that you don't have or parts that seem to be able to effect physical feelings ie tapping, kicking etc?

We did think they're schizophrenic. We got annoyed when they announced they're psychopaths because that is embarrassing and also reflects on us all. From them fronting for the last few days we think they care about some stuff but other stuff they don't. We can't gauge if they're psychopaths, it doesn't seem to bother them. They're saying it's an outdated terminology for having - no they won't tell us .

If anyone has similar experiences or similar parts it'd be really helpful to know.
Thanks in advance,

Karen, Beth, Peter, Rose.

Also they have put a jumble of stuff in. Stuff we don't know if its true or not. Stuff that could be them talking nonsense. It's probably their way to get their own back for us leaving them to it. At first they couldn't really use the body but they learnt quickly, less than a minute.

The thing that is bothering us is interenet stuff. They again started to type something about "Ddos" so they can control our interactions online. Which again we don't know if that's true or not. We will Google Ddos so we know what it is.

Mandy is just laughing. She's the closest to them. She doesn't know, she says, and she said they promised her a day out and now she's having a tantrum which causes alot of uncomfortable feelings emotionally and bodily - like anxiety. She said they grew the baby up before she started tantruming but we don't know how. We're going to look for the baby. They're putting Mandys coat on. Looks like we're going out.

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Yes...I can feel the others. dissociative-identity/topic211277.html

Some I can feel more than others. Like placing their hand on my shoulder..hugging....etc..I actually psychically feel it. I understand what you mean ....about feeling like something kicking your bed. I get "strange sensations" similar to that too.

Psychopaths won't admit there's anything wrong with them, they feel superior. They don't want to heal, they don't think there's nothing to heal from. They think there's nothing wrong with them, only problem is having problems with society and people, and that is society's and those people's fault, never their own.

I know people who have physical feelings, like feel kicking inside etc. when someone is upset or wants attention. That is just another symptom. You are not alone with it. Because DID is neurological, it can cause any kind of effects.

Back to the basics and back to not playing their (twins') games. It doesn't matter what part of the brains does what and how computers work. It didn't few weeks ago, it still doesn't. Those can be their interests, but you don't have to google their talk to you. They'll tell if they want to, if they won't, then it's not your problem you don't know. Why should you know? You don't need to find out if they are right or making things up. They can communicate without being manipulative when they want to, and they will learn you won't let them manipulate you if you stay firm with that. You need to think about living forward. Eating, sleeping, working etc. That probably feels boring AF to them, but that is what really matters. If there's problem concerning them in any of this, you negotiate how to handle it. You don't have to be mean to them, you can simply ask them to talk with you the way you understand it. Let them have their riddles, it's how they function, and how they function is not their fault. It's not how you function, so remember who you are. When ever they want you to google something, what about simply not doing it? It's not you who wants to know all about brains. It's them keeping you busy with their things.

You would really need a T. I know you think it's not good, but that is not logical really. It's not because now it's us who try to give you the answers T would give to us, or what we think T would give, but we can't really know. We are not T, we can not heal people and we can not offer the kind of relationship that will be needed to get help. You have found our answers helpful, so why wouldn't you ask them straight from the T, who actually knows what to do, which we can not do, and can give you professional help, which we can't do either. All things you've found helpful this far is very basic DID treatment, it's all what T's do. The problem with peer support is, that if you hit the tree and fall, we can't be there lifting you up. T can be. We need to put our own stuff first always. Your system is the kind I don't know enough about, I can't know if my "help" is actually helping or if it's harmful on the long run. Therefor I won't give any advice about it in future. I really do believe it's too dangerous to play you know things you don't, so I won't play I do.

Biggest support I had from peer support was to understand I do need professional help. It helped first, but the cost of us playing T to ourself was Fourteen crushing down. I managed to grow an identity and this identity's job is to get us help. Without peer support first, we could not have done it, or never realized that we were more messed up than I had thought before.

In our system I believe Sami can make me sleep when he wants to. I can't be sure, but I am pretty sure. It happened a lot when he was active on winter, and it has stopped now that he is not as much here anymore, so he wasn't really hiding it. He won't tell tho, he won't brag about anything. He rather is mysterious, so you'll never know what hit you, or what is he capable of. He's on my side, so I'm not worried at all tho. It won't be me he'll hit. I think he is the kind who can not care some things, but some things he really does. You know, he doesn't mind if an abuser's feelings are hurt, but he doesn't mess with people he cares about. Neither will anyone else on his watch.

Sarandipity I just want you to know that I appreciate your posts about this subject. I've been trying to "raise babies" too so I'm not very articulate or energetic lately. I can relate to "psychopath" parts, those not-so-nice parts can really help with the babies though. I don't know what to say. Too disjointed to write very coherently, but I can relate and thank you.

Still don't know what has happened to the baby. Have been distracted by no1 (no-one)

Blah blah moan again. We're sorting out the baby problem. As for the rest of it wouldn't you say weird stuff if you were internally high and dragged out. Now we're arguing in public. This is why we could never be a spokesperson for DID or go to a doctor. And that Jess lady who does multiplicity on YouTube is much better as a spokesperson. So yeah, watch that, moany bums. (to self and not to any respondents, we didn't read it, we saw some moaning). Peace, the twins