by CrimsonInTheDetails » Thu Feb 21, 2019 6:48 am
Kind of. Your description reminded me of my experiences in 2014-2015 after I had an acute traumatic episode, where I sometimes couldn't recognize people because their faces just looked like flat disks with non-descipt eyes to me. It was like they flickered. Now that I think about it everything else with my vision was screwed up too but the faces thing frightened me. I had really difficult times with contrast during this period and adopted some practices traditionally used to treat Irlen Syndrome. I just now realized that I ended up dropping into some old habits from childhood and stopped looking people in the face because it was so unsettling.
I made my office at work into a bat cave, turned off the fluorescent lighting because it just made things worse and put everything into low contrast on my computer. I made sure I had sunglasses if I had to be under flourescents or if it was bright out. I never did therapy for this particular problem but I guess it improved gradually, just less and less days where it was an issue until it wasn't an issue. I had to resolve the other problems.
I was put on 150 mg seroquel in the middle of 2015, I didn't notice if it improved my vision problems or not, but it was a factor.
Maybe this helps? It doesn't sound like quite the same problem.
Diagnosis DID-sometimes do not identify as anyone at all
Bitterness- 31 yrs old
Red- 26 yrs old
Fourth-Born- 31 yr old host
Shamrocks-21 yr old female
Gauntlet-16 yrs old, age-slider, agender, and liason of childhood fragments
Whisper-female, ageless?