So after I got the letter and then a copy of a 2nd letter for my GP it made all the old bad feelings resurface which is why I started this thread. But after I calmed down a bit I started thinking about how I shouldn't have to feel that way so I decided I was going to write a complaint letter. I didn't get very far I ended up getting really stressed with it and getting bad IBS and feeling generally bad.
Ozalces said he would right the letter for me because it was stressing me so much and magically the IBS went away again. So we spent an evening me telling him everything in clinic with her that upset and everything in the letters that upset me. And he has now typed it up in a letter for me. I didn't like it he typed up a list of 22 points from everything I had said and it was to factual and didn't explain how those things had made me feel. But seriously 22 points it fills 2 pages. And he is going to rewrite it for me again over the weekend focusing on not just what happened but how it made me feel, which was to crazy, to unfixable, to broken for anyone to ever help me.
And Ozalces agreed to rewriting the letter for me after spending the evening rewriting his sisters CV because she was just made redundant and OMG seriously that girl (well woman she's older then me) can not write a CV it was painful to read. And is then going to visit her tomorrow to go over it with her.
And seriously I love Ozalces he is so kind and I don't know what we or his sister would do without him.