My alts keep saying im selfish for wanting things in general because they regurgitate info that doeant even have anything to do to us. We apply so much we here about other people to ourselves.
Once again I'm mimicing aymptoms and situations of other people. And if I hear something scary in general or slmeone did skmething bad on the news we go "I hope I'm not like that,I hope we won't be that.." It's very weird. We think the qorst of ourselves sometimes. Its like ocd harm or something.
Then some of them scream out random stuff that they don't even want to say.
My system is in flux due to PMS I believe.
And I feel guilty for writing this because its so deeply personal.
As you can tell from my writinf..im a bit off.
Sorry if I sound incoherent .