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by RunRabbit18 » Thu Jun 28, 2018 6:17 pm
I'm really hoping someone can help me figure something out about what's going on with my system. I've had 2 long episodes of amnesiac episodes the past 2 nights. The 1st night the police were called because a teenage alter threatened to kill herself and took off. She came back home 8 hours later. Somehow she or another alter talked there way out of an emergency hold.
The 2nd night was the same, except the teenage alter told our T that she HAD to go back to the people who abused us. This morning I woke up to an unimaginably sore body, headache of all headaches, and it looks like someone punched me or hit me with something from head to toe. Welts, bruises, and a few really big knots and goose eggs.
I'm terrified I am having actual contact with these people. My last conscious interaction was 30 years ago. Has anyone ever had to deal to deal with anything close to this? I'm really confused by all of this.
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by birdsong87 » Thu Jun 28, 2018 6:42 pm
I am sorry to hear you are having such a rough time.
If it was us Annett would make us go inpatient. Probably try medication that makes switching harder. Get help in the real world and not just a forum.
In your other thread you described things just getting worse over a long period of time. You need to do something different to stop that spirale. Maybe not talking your way out of an emergency hold would be a way to go.
See if you can find an ally inside, or as many as possible. And get safe. That has to have first priority.
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