Made a breakthrough now I dont know what to do

It seems that my system always needs someone to disagree with it in order for another part to work. So now that there isnt a disagreement on a certsin subject...its like another part doesnt fully work. So we have to pretend to have agree or disagree just so that part can stay up.


This happens alot.


My theory is that I used to push certain emotions down or away and out the good feeling emotions on top so now my system has to have this sort of pattern in order to work. Its a big theory though.

I recently decided to check for jobs and not just treat it like arguments. The therapist should share that, it is a good journey, now you know to at least check for other things, so those little memory issues don't happen. Remember to trust yourselves. It think it has to do with my number being called like in competition if there is a need usually is because it adds up if not close to integration then you need to rely on the alters. Also check for any influence changes that can cause the system to have problems