very confused... schitzoprenic?? or have i been diagnosed wr

Thank you all for replying

Ive actually learned a few things I didnt know.

im sorry it took me so long to reply, ive been in the hospital because it got to the point where the body was being taken over by force and i was being told things i thoght were true werent and its kinda like my brain brok or something.

Did the menta hospital help anything other than meds?...
no
lol
but i do feel better on the new lower doseages of my meds so thats good thing.

However now I have noticed that I do not remeber everything that has happened... and even when i do remember something that happened if i try to tell someone the story i dont say what happened in the right way...

im kinda gettin the freaks out about it cuz i litteraly hsve been missing big chuncks of big events that one should remember.

but if someone say he did u go to the store....
im liek na... wait... yea i think i did...

its scary not knowing whats happened unless reminded...

and im starting to look like a liar because i say something happened one way a d suprise suprise it didn't.

3 days out of hospital and im the most mentaly unstable that I have Ever been... In My Whole Life.

and its to the point im doubting myself im wanting to recluse
and since someone said something about seperating schitzo voices from did voice... i kinda can... and its like the more i sould stupid or like a liar the more thd schtzoprenia voices atrack me andere That makes it harder to comunicate with ppl and its like a terrible circle of self doubt and pure confusion.

I'm sorry you had to go into hospital and found the experience unhelpful but glad your feeling more stable.

Memory issues are common, try keeping a journal and updating it frequently especially if something important or significant happened and make lists and reminders for things you don't want to forget.

Finding a balance for all the different parts can be challenging and take a lot of time I hope it's not to hard for you so you can find a way past the confusion and self doubt