Everyone is scattered and im losing control

I'm usually one alt a nd I just switch. But now its like I'm in no mans land so everyone is scatter inside and outside and I cant stay attached abd focusd.


When I think my thoughts im aware thatvme is very far in the back and I try to pull myself closer to the front and for a few moments im up out and full clarity. .

This is tiring and im constantly shivering and shaking.



However,I dont feel to bad emotionally. Im still in a positive-ish place

Feeling slightly better. I guess it's because of the headaches and then I have to just kind of distance in seeds to avoid the pain so it makes me feel scattered it's kind of making sense now and I guess everybody coming together also makes my head hurt I don't know the whole thing

this seems to happen to me when i am severely exhausted. like after a long day of work that was preceded by a poor-sleeping night. it feels good when everyone realigns themselves, but it almost seems like when the physical body is depleted so much, that it cannot sustain our regular thought-patterns together and disconnection internally feels like it is going on. it generally leads more to dissociation, but also to emotionlessness which we call the Void. we used to think that the void was an alter, or fragment; it seems that it's more of a collective state where we are on hold emotionally to cushion us from the stress of being forced to wait to eat or go home, by work.

LindseySays wrote:this seems to happen to me when i am severely exhausted. like after a long day of work that was preceded by a poor-sleeping night. it feels good when everyone realigns themselves, but it almost seems like when the physical body is depleted so much, that it cannot sustain our regular thought-patterns together and disconnection internally feels like it is going on. it generally leads more to dissociation, but also to emotionlessness which we call the Void. we used to think that the void was an alter, or fragment; it seems that it's more of a collective state where we are on hold emotionally to cushion us from the stress of being forced to wait to eat or go home, by work.

Thank you for the reply!!! So im nit the only one that has to realign? Yeah we are in rows or whatever and when I get headaches (bery new symptom) we all literally jump ship into our void...used to scare me now I just know its the orange land of dissociated alts. And the more Alts that dissociate the more i feel empty or hazy and disconnected from the spark.


We are all coming back online now and ifntoo many come back I get the ear ringing and my ears do that elevator thing. Gonna make a topic on that now.


You say I only happens when youre severely tired...I wonder if I'm severly emotionally exhausted and not fully aware of howntired I am