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Postby Harri » Fri Jul 13, 2007 8:16 am

So, finally I feel safe enough on here to post my system list. This is a list of the 17 active alters in the system...there are more but they're dormant or inactive.
Everyone listed here is co-conscious, some to a greater extent than others. Most of them have a separate time sphere to the time sphere in this world, earth, so I've notified the ages with my world time and real world time to make it make more sense!
Credit goes to Vince for writing the original list - I just edited it a bit.

~h

1. Kane

25 years old (at time of death)
Killed in September 2001 RWT ( real world time) and in May 317 MWT (My world time)
His real name is NOT Kane. It just shouldn’t be spoken carelessly. He is probably the most important of all. He can also be known as my Animus.
He is the most dangerous of all. His soul is over 1000 years old. His real name shall not be spoken, because of what it means. I never knew this when I created the name, but it translates as ‘Power of Thousands’
Is the only one who can cross the barrier to RW.

2. Jess

She is 17 years old at the star of year 314 MWT. She’s a country girl at heart, a born traveller, and despite her determination, is also very sensitive. Has erratic mood swings and conflicting emotions. She is strong-willed, but doesn’t like to hurt people. Ironically, she is the one who killed ‘Kane’ (in MWT). She suffers amnesia and cannot remember anything from before the age of 8. Since I was 8, she’s been part of me.

3. Palla

12 years old in year 314 MWT. Always 12 in RWT. Is a bit of a child prodigy. Very hyper and bubbly, very girly, and loves to have fun with friends. She rarely gets depressed, as she chooses to focus on happy things. Has an obsession with fairy stories and allegory. Her favourite films are Labyrinth and The Wizard of Oz . She is very honest, and is popular because of it.

4. Parma

20 years old at the moment. She ages along with me. She has been my diary friend since I was around 8-12 years old, since I started having Jess’s persona come through me. Ironically, Parma hates Jess in MW. I think this is because of the diary thing, but she can be a total bitch if she wants too. She’s very fashionable and fits into society well - the total opposite of the demure girl who wrote to her in the diary.
Has bright pink hair.

5. Stella

28 years old in year 314 MWT. She is a very strong, powerful woman. She is hardcore and doesn’t care for forced tradition. She grew up in a very strict environment. In MW she was born into a very high-up family. She is my Anima. She first entered RWT aged 15, when I was also aged 15.

6. Leonnie

17 years old (at time of death).
Was killed by ‘Kane’ on 15th November 310 (or 309) MWT and in September 2003 RWT.
She was closest to ‘Kane’ when they were teenagers. She’s sensible, fun-loving. kind, cool and popular. She has long light hair and is so delicate.

7. Jo

He is 19 years old in year 314 MWT. He stays 19 in RWT. He is very gentle and kind but loves martial arts. His brother is Elijah. He is compassionate and open to a wide range of beliefs.

8. Elijah

He is 12 years old in year 314 MWT. He stays 12 in RWT. Him and Palla are great friends.. He’s a fun young kid – likes guitars and skateboarding. His brother is Jo.

9. Harri

Is always 2 years older than me. Is 22. She’s a sensible, level-headed woman. Really pretty long hair. She can be strong, but in the opposite way to Stella. She gets very protective and emotional. She likes to co-ordinate things.

10. Vincent

Is always 2 years younger than me. Is 18. He’s an artist and designer. He has insomnia, is fairly casual, and enjoys playing videogames, playing guitar and drinking. He is connected to Harri in the same way that ‘Kane’ is connected to his creator.
Has short surfer-style hair.

11. Oliver

Is 27 years old in his world time. Is the same age as me in RWT. Birthday is 19 January, almost a month before me. He is very posh and intellectual, very traditional but exploits that system. He loves strategy and exploration. Can appear quite gay but is not in actuality.
Has longer hair than the other guys.

12. Seth

26 years old at the start of the story in FWT (future world time). 26 years old permanently in RWT. He is rather mad. He has constantly-changing hair, usually of a blue-black shade, and always in a short style. He has an alter-ego called Deliah who manifested during his teens. He is withdrawn, but occasionally mad. Cannot act normal in society. Loves Ancient Egypt and is openly gay. Is a masochist and doesn’t enjoy it.


13. Deliah


26 years old permanently in FWT, 26 years old permanently in RWT. She is very bubbly and hyperactive, but sinister too. She constitutes for a large portion of Seth’s madness. They have a love-hate relationship (with emphasis on the hate). She wants a body of her own. She’s the opposite of Seth who is withdrawn into his own little world. She loves control. She has long-ish, ever-changing hair.

14. Ramón

Crazy Catholic priest. Is twenty-something (unknown to me yet). Due to years of sexual repression he has gay tendencies, and some very dark urges. He justifies his killings and bad actions through the Lord. Is an open masochist/sadist and enjoys it. Has blood-red hair.

15. Riesh

Around a thousand years old. This changes depending what time sphere he is in. He is similar to the creature known as a Djinn. He has two forms; one is red and black and shapeless, based around the third chakra. The other is silvery and has beautiful chiseled features. He is a creator, albeit on a demonic plane. He would be looked upon as evil by others, but in reality he just follows his own path and the laws of nature. He is very independent.

16. Lexy

8 years old in all time spheres. She’s really sensitive. She’s like a daughter to Harri and has long brown wavy hair.

17. Holly

Currently 20 years old in RWT. Core creator. On the whole is withdrawn and creative, but has an obstinate disregard for rules. A very subversive kinda person, usually not very confident and tends to daydream practically all the time. Likes to have a lot of time alone to create. Is probably far too imaginative – I feel too much empathy. I can only express myself on paper - anything else isn’t me. It all started with number 1 and number 17 – because we’re the only ones inside the place known as the Last Sanctuary - it’s beyond time itself.
-- So what then is this I?
Right now, as you read this, does it amount to anything more than a collection of thoughts and memories which are just transitory, and come and go in the mind like clouds in the sky? --
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Postby Mr. Bates » Fri Jul 13, 2007 1:51 pm

Wow... 17 co-conscience alters, that must be a bundle of fun. Thanks for the backrounds. I'm strangely reminded of Chrono Trigger and think you need to write a story based off all of their's. Some kinda science-fiction novel about time traveling, it would be nifty. But that's just my own oddball idea. :D
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Postby Harri » Fri Jul 13, 2007 6:28 pm

:D yeah it's a bundle of fun and many other things alright!
Ooh, what's Chrono Trigger? If it's sci-fi I'd probably like it :)
Hehe, a story might be fun to do!
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Postby Mr. Bates » Fri Jul 13, 2007 8:32 pm

... What kind of nerd are you? Fail. Chrono Trigger is a classic SNES RPG about a boy and his friend getting sent to different times, and meeting different people, and learning of a desolate post-apocalyptic future where they then have to find the cause and stop it to save the future. Brilliant story, not that great of a game. Like its fun and challenging, but I find it overated and the ending kinda bland, and not that special.
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Postby John21 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 1:33 am

maybe i missed it, but you didnt list yourself in this. not implying that your an alter, just to have all personalities down, origional one and freshest one :)

theres a lot of you to go around, i hope to get to know all of you :D
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Postby Mr. Bates » Sat Jul 14, 2007 2:00 am

John21 wrote:maybe i missed it, but you didnt list yourself in this. not implying that your an alter, just to have all personalities down, origional one and freshest one :)

theres a lot of you to go around, i hope to get to know all of you :D
The last one is her, core creator. The core is the owner of the body.
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Postby John21 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 2:18 am

ah ok that makes sense. i guess reading about 17 people i got kinda confused here and there lol. missed that part, i guess im just simple...only 3 of us. you got a whole party there holly
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Postby Harri » Sat Jul 14, 2007 2:02 pm

yeah the last one's my real body :)
you're not simple, I've probably just over-complicated the list!
Hope to get to know you too, John and all!

ooh a snes rpg... i totally need a snes.. so old skool...
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Postby John21 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 4:44 pm

harri if you have a pc computer you can get an emulator and roms :P

kinda hard these days to find one without viruses cause thats what everyone loves to do. but you can get a program that runs like a snes, and the roms are the games, you just load them and play...but nothing beats a traditional oldschool console :D
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Postby lalalark2 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 7:24 pm

nice list Harri and all thanks for sharing. I know how much work a list like that takes!
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