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No memory at all, but we know that we did it (not bad thing)

Postby LindseySays » Sat Jan 27, 2018 5:36 am

Earlier, we worked on a painting before going off to a band practice. Came home; rested for a bit. Went into studio to work on a new painting. Got done, went to wash brush... thought 'oh no; we didn't wash the other (smaller) paddle brush earlier when we painted, before practice; it'll be totally ruined.' (acrylic paint; it dries into brushes fast.)

At any rate, we did in fact wash-out the smaller brush earlier, before practice. It was as clean as can be, set upside-down to dry in the brush rack.

0 memory whatsoever of doing that. Yet there the brush sits; washed and now mostly dry. No other humans were in the house during the time from post-painting painting 1 and me getting home.

New alter? Miscommunication between us co-cnoscious ones? not even sure; but we are happy that it was a good/beneficial action.

-- Sat Jan 27, 2018 12:42 am --

Also, looked at Timehop thing on social media. a music video that we posted about 6 years ago was there; we talked about it a bit with another person in comments, saying things that we liked about it.

No recollection At All now, upon watching it.

almost wondering if we are just prone to this if/when we do not specifically place someone in a fronting state. (we had not done that earlier when this brush apparently got washed.)
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Re: No memory at all, but we know that we did it (not bad thing)

Postby IainEtc » Sun Jan 28, 2018 2:21 am

Hi Lindsey,

We found things half put together just sitting there on the work bench because we wandered off in the middle and totally forgot to stick on the other half. Kind of weird huh?

Hope the painting turned out good.

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Re: No memory at all, but we know that we did it (not bad thing)

Postby ColouredLeaves » Sun Jan 28, 2018 6:06 am

We are coconscious too but don't remember things well. It's like everyone knows what's going on as it's happening, we never wake up and don't know how we got there, but we can't remember what each other did when we try to remember our day.
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