Music Dilemma

Hi Everyone
I have been asking around with in my system and so far no one has said anything about having any form of a connection to the Tango I don't even remember learning the Tango hoping to discover the connection or reason as to why I am playing it all the time I am not even able to get any where close to starting to work on either one of the two songs I have written so far and some of the littles have been asking me to learn songs from their favorite movies which I will try to do but first I must be able to stop playing the Tango for hours on end
my spouse believes it is not good that is will break the strings if I do not use a pick to play the guitar I told my spouse that it doesn't matter if you use a pick or not that guitar strings will break no matter what that it makes no difference
When I learned to play I didn't use one for my cousin that taught me to play only had one pick and for the 13 years I played I didn't use one unless I played an electric guitar which was rarely so for me it doesn't feel right to use one
that's all for now
Thank you have a nice day/night
GrayWolf(The Core)

hmm, do you have a lost alter or a fragment or something that is stuck on that then?
-ask the others while you play if you are alone.

it's awesome that you do music professionally, and have reasons/answers to your variability. also super rad that you can utilize your abilities in so many aspects/ways

have you been to a recording studio? i recorded vocals for the first time ever this week (alongside my musical partner, who knows about my DID and is supportive.) the studio owner/recorder was a bit surprised by the drastic changes in my vocals between-songs. it was a real task to make sure that the right ones in our system did the right parts; there were definitely some that required going-over because some of us just can Not hit certain notes and it is almost comical when we try! it used to be not funny at all; actually pretty devastating but sorting out who can do what-good is very Very helpful.