found someone have knowledge abt dissociation

after years of searching both outside and online i had found a psycologist who says abt dissociation(it is the firat time)..whenever i speak to psycologists abt dissociation they tend to ignore it as it is not a term in their dictionary..
one paycologist told me to ignore the topoc of dissociation.but inside me i feel strong repressed fear,confusion,and evidences abt this mental pheonomenon....
I took 1 year of therapy(cbt based)..it helped to understand myself more and abt my cognitive distortions but it failed to address my problems abt dissociation.i feel frustrated as everyday i am like this spacing out disoriented being that have no authentication in real world...
i had anxiety,depression and cognitive distortions,obsessions,compulsions,chronic pain etc..but i know everything above is bubbled inside a very strong structure.that stricture i call dissociation..
Because sometimes i know my problem sometime i forget it.i forget whatever therapist told me days after a sesion..
i feel lost sense of self...
Coming to the point...
one psycologist online told me he knows disociation ans that he is ready to treat it...
what shall i do i am already under a face2face therapy...but it is lagging so mich and i am blocked so much inside me making me unable to progress because my language is unrecognizable...
what shall i do i dont want to lose the support i get from my present therapist even thouh he is unaware of dissociation...
but also i want to consult this new dr who is confident that he can treat and address my concerns on dissociation...
money is also a problem its hard to fake both the therapist as it was costly..i am also wasting so mich money in my nicotine replacement methods...
all of it i feel confused...

Firstly Bellic007 well done on the nicotine replacement!
The only thing I would say about your potential 'online' therapist is to really check them out before you hand over any money. You need to make sure you are safe and not exploited.

LittleMie wrote:Firstly Bellic007 well done on the nicotine replacement!
The only thing I would say about your potential 'online' therapist is to really check them out before you hand over any money. You need to make sure you are safe and not exploited.

ok littile mie thanks