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We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Sam15 » Tue Jan 10, 2017 9:23 am

[i]Hi, Sam here.....if a title must be given...I'm the one that'll " hit a girl". That's a personal joke between my twin brother, Eddie, and me cause, see......I'm a girl.
We're what others would call protectors.
Anyway.....we miss our old Docs.....the only people ( besides her youngest son, who is 23) who really SAW us. That didn't get uncomfortable when we come around.
She rarely sleeps anymore, Darlene; our host. She's searching, just like we are, for peers, for people we don't have to pretend with.
We're going to try to get her to this forum every night. Y'all might be behind a screen, but y'all "get it" and we all need that
Anyone wanna make friends??
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D ageless
Eve 46
Sierra 32
Celeste 27
Raistlin 27
Jane 15
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Joey 10
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Johnathan 4 (DeeDees imaginary friend)
Baby D 18 months
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Truly_happy » Tue Jan 10, 2017 9:56 pm

Hi, Sam. We feel alone in the world, too. Moreso than you all, maybe, because we've yet to find a therapist. We'd rather open up to another system than to a singlemind, anyway. That's what we're really looking for. Anyway, nice to meet you. Care to introduce yourselves?
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Cullen - male, 13, loves life
Marcella - female, 30s, visionary

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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby ShawTrav » Wed Jan 11, 2017 2:09 am

Sure we can be interweb buddies! I don't get on at night too often though. But I still get online on a regular basis.
JT- The Original. N/A yrs. old
Cid- Protector and main front 28 yrs. old
Lex- Gate Keeper, internal self helper 32 yrs. old
Sophie- Creative little, slider age 6ish-17ish
Tyler- What do I do? Get into trouble. He's 17
Five others that don't talk on here. Perhaps one day.
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Team78 » Wed Jan 11, 2017 9:43 pm

Glad ya join us here at psych forum! It is a awesome share site great for education etc.
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Sam15 » Thu Jan 12, 2017 9:03 am

Hi,
I suppose that listing all of our names and ages, and such is the common theme here but.....I, Darlene (host) have quite a few begging us to not let ourselves be so vulnerable so....let's just start with Darlene (host) 46 y/o f
Sam(f); Eddie (m) twins. 15y/o Protectors ( we suppose )
Let me tell you though......i won't pretend to do any theorizing or shrinking or any such stuff. Each system is unique
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Bob ageless
D ageless
Eve 46
Sierra 32
Celeste 27
Raistlin 27
Jane 15
Samantha and Eddie (twins) 15
Joey 10
DeeDee 4
Johnathan 4 (DeeDees imaginary friend)
Baby D 18 months
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Truly_happy » Thu Jan 12, 2017 4:26 pm

That's alright, Darlene. There are people in my system, too, who wish to be unknown. Then again, my system is so large that I wouldn't want to list everyone I know. (And I don't have time to list anyone right now, either, but I am trying to put together a system census on my blog.)
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Cullen - male, 13, loves life
Marcella - female, 30s, visionary

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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby ShawTrav » Thu Jan 12, 2017 9:20 pm

That is fine. As you can see on my signature I have five unknowns that don't want to be on here, or mentioned, or speak to others. Nothing personal to anyone, just the way it is I guess.
JT- The Original. N/A yrs. old
Cid- Protector and main front 28 yrs. old
Lex- Gate Keeper, internal self helper 32 yrs. old
Sophie- Creative little, slider age 6ish-17ish
Tyler- What do I do? Get into trouble. He's 17
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby Sam15 » Thu Jan 19, 2017 5:07 am

Hey, I'm not quite sure what to say really. This isn't Sam.
How can I be part of a system and still feel so alone?.
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Bob ageless
D ageless
Eve 46
Sierra 32
Celeste 27
Raistlin 27
Jane 15
Samantha and Eddie (twins) 15
Joey 10
DeeDee 4
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby JadeRain » Thu Jan 19, 2017 3:24 pm

Sam15 wrote:Hey, I'm not quite sure what to say really. This isn't Sam.
How can I be part of a system and still feel so alone?.


Hi, I'm Juri. I can relate. I'm the only one in my clan (system) that is mute. I can't talk. And I feel so alone, because I can't talk verbally like the others. I don't count Fang because it's not physically possible for him to speak verbally. Maybe talking on here might help you feel less alone. I know it helps me a lot.
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Re: We're tired of being " alone"

Postby LindseySays » Fri Jan 20, 2017 5:03 am

this forum is great for not feeling alone, if you're not living 'open' to the world at large. (we are not, and we love the feeling of 'other-bodied people understand some of these things' that we get here.

good place to spend time.
T (ish) and L and Nebulas; and J.
with drifter-introjects (good ones) that happen-in from time to time.
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