New programmed alter

How to start this off... Ok so I have a tendency to get lost. I get lost going to school, work, home, shopping. But I get really lost and really gone when i go back to my home town(my parents town), which is fairly often. For example a few weeks ago I left my parents house on a sunday evening coming back to my house which is about an hour drive. We switched and when I came back i was about 40 minutes away from my parents house going in the opposite direction in the dark in the middle of the desert. WE WERE SO SO SCARED! so i called my T and she helped get me back on route and I got home. We talked about it with her at our next session and the little ones told her it was a "bad place" that we were going to and that they didnt know how we got there. When Nori takes over and drives she has a tendency of getting lost so I figured it was just her, only it was the 4th time this had happened and there was no explanation.
So last night coming back home from my T's (who is in my parents town) Eliza was with us and everything was fine until we got to a sign on the freeway. Apparently that was a trigger for an alter. This alter came out and very robot like took the exit and started heading down a very dark and deserted road. Eliza tried to talk to the alter but it didnt hear her didnt make an expression or anything. Finally the pinched the alters ear and Nori came out and started apologizing for being lost.
The little ones said that there are many alters like this. they are either all whit and very blank or all one color and very blank. They do weird things and they make the other alters do weird or harmful things.
Has anyone had any experience with alters like this?> How do you, i guess, unprogram them? How do you get another alter to take over in a dangerous situation when the programmed alter only does one thing and blocks everyone else from getting through? I am confused and feeling infested.
It made my anxiety skyrocket today and I passed out in my conducting class... So embarassing.
anyways... thanks for listening.
~Amber and Grace~

The same way you stop a bad driver from crashing, yank the E- Brake. AKA, punch the alter in the face. Or ya know, force yourself into the captain's seat. Kinda like how I force myself in when Frank's ready to walk out the door when I'm awake. Or push him back when I feel him trying to take over. I'm confused, do the littles think your hometown is a bad place, or is your new home a bad place?

And we don't need any goofy alters to get us lost, Mike does fine on his own. Ha ha ha ha ha! - Frank

It's hard, but it's a matter of trying to reach as much co-consciousness as possible so you can see when it happens, and actually do something about it. And maybe your T can help you with those programmed alters? I don't know, it's very difficult..

Take care,
We hope there's something you can do about this.. Sorry if we aren't of much help, we just try to get as much alters as possible alert on any outside-activity in similar situations.. Especially protector-alters can be of help, but it's hard, because some parts are better at blocking everyone else out than others.

Positive thoughts your way..!!!

With most of my alters there is co-consciousness, but this robot like alter, has thrown up 10 feet high walls, and noone knew what was going on until Eliza pinched us and triggered a different alter witha body memory.
The best I dea we have come up with so far, before talking to our T as we dont see her until wednesday, is to set an alarm to go off before the point of getting lost, however, there are several places we get lost in so, its hard to say if that will work.
OUr hometown is the bad place we were hurt in various locations around there and lately we get lost going back towards some of those locations. Its scary.
Now we have this ghosty alter and hes scaary and we dont know what to do because we cant see when he takes over, he blocks us good.

How did things go at your T's last Wednesday?

Thinking of you,
Nindy and others

I ended up taking a phone session with my therapist, and I didnt talk about anything worth having a session for. It was pointless and I am kind of frustrated about it but meh it happens. I am just scared we are going to end up back in a place where there is cult activity and get hurt again, if we havent already gone back there.
we will see how it goes.
thanks!

We've had a period in which an alter was trying to get back to places with cult activity. A lot of memories have luckily become so repressed that even she (programmed) couldn't remember where it was, but she had this constant hallucination of a symbol used, and attempted to follow it in the hope of getting where she wanted. Really scary. In the end she said she just wanted to see if all of it was real for herself, but gave up her search.

We hope your programmed alter will eventually give up her/himself, and that you don't get back to bad places

Take care

we hope so too. But so far this alter doesnt even respond to outside or inside stimuli let alone speak. its scary, adn hard to figure out.
I hope she gives up too.

That's hard stuff, good luck with it!

~Sara