Back. Confused, very confused, diagnosed,weird session

So confused. Went back to T after a really long break. This break was not easy. T started putting blanket over us and said it is a barrier and "I" could show her and let her see as much of me as "I" wanted. Is this common in dissociative Therapy? It feels like a younger one keeps coming to session? This session she had us stand and had us push with our arms against hers and kept saying where is the anger at! Show me your anger! Quit putting it on me, show me where your anger is. Did not want to hurt her so we didnt do it very long. Then at the end she says, because of what happened in all the years growing up, parts broke off, and we have to go back and talk to them and help them grow? How do "I" do that when I want nothing to do with them!!! T says it is like a broken arm, that if it is not fixed it just stays there. She says "I" have dissociated Identities and mentioned Dissociated Identitie disorder. Then "I" laughed and said that I did not have that, but it didn't feel like "me" because I never laugh. And never have in T. Then she said she is not going to argue about it because she is not concerned with the diagnoses. This confuses "me" because I am still BPD, and PTSD, but this dissociated Identities does not fit these. None of this makes sense, and there is no trust with T anymore. It feels like she is tricking me into believing something only to take it back later. This confuses me because awhile ago she says do you think you are multiple, to which there was a laugh that came out that did not feel like "me" and said no. And she said she doesnt think I am multiple. So why would she say that and now a couple months later tell me I have dissociated Identities. Would someone please help with this! Please!!!! SO Confused!!!! Just want to run away from her so bad!!!!!!!! Please help someone!

Sounds to me like she might have changed her mind. Its important that you work with her to find out if you are anything DID like. If you are DID you basically just won't respond to therapy for BPD or PTSD. In fact BPD is the most common misdiagnosis for DID's and a very deadly one because the symptoms cross so badly. If you have not been responding to treatment, based on your post you sound a lot like DID. You should trust your t with this one and try to let anything there is to come out. If nothings found out you'll probably just return to what you did earlier, but it sounds like its imperative for your therapy process to find out if you are "multiple". If it becomes very clear you are DID you should also ask to have your dx changed.