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A bit nervous today. William has a plan for making sure we have income of some kind and I'm worried he's messing with something that could be a scam. Maybe I'm just being paranoid, but I don't know. I'd rather be safe than sorry, y'know?

Hi Allegra,

Thanks. I just needed somebody to listen. We're doing better today (except for Colin who's pissed but he's a protector and our T says he's 'prone to survivor guilt'). We're going to talk to our T next week. She's pretty smart so she'll help us. I'm really glad I have friends like you.

Hi Cynthia,

That's kind of scary. Host says we have to be careful about scams and stuff like that. Do you have somebody to talk to about it?

Iain

IainEtc wrote:Hi Cynthia,

That's kind of scary. Host says we have to be careful about scams and stuff like that. Do you have somebody to talk to about it?

Iain

No, I don't.

Hi Cynthia,

Maybe you can check online. There are sites that list scams. Maybe it's not a scam. I don't know. I'm always trying to help people so Colin has to check that I don't get cheated or anything. It's good to check.

Iain

So far, it seems legit, but again I don't know. I will look around online, just to make sure we aren't being scammed. Thank you for the suggestion.

I'm seriously pissed off! A guy in our family died last week. I feel like I should have done something. But it was cancer and I'm not a f-ing doctor! He was a good guy and now he's dead. F*ck Cancer! I hated standing there not doing anything about it. Iain says I can't protect everybody. But you can't just let people DIE!!! Everything's just cr*p right now!

Colin

I send my condolences Colin. Unfortunately, there is no cure for cancer yet and treatment isn't guaranteed to save the person so I wouldn't put any blame on yourself.

Thanks Cynthia.

I just feel like such a useless f-ing failure. Somebody died right in front of me and I couldn't do anything about it! Just f-ing useless!

Colin

That doesn't make you useless. Like you said, you aren't a doctor. He was grateful for you being there beside him. It shows you care

Thanks Cynthia. You're right. It's just hard to change the feelings.

Colin