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Brain Overload *MAJOR TW*

Postby user102488 » Fri May 30, 2014 3:06 am

Brain Overload
System reboot
Reboot initiated
System restarting.... Please wait
Loading docs.
Error 404
Docs. not found
Repeat process
Manuael Overload
System reboot
Reboot initiated
System restarting... Please wait
Loading files
Error 404
Files not found
Systems lockdown

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

Who am I?
What is going on?
on.... on.... on... on... on... on... on... on... on...

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

Brain overload
Systems failed

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep

*Bangs head on hard back book*
Nothing.....
No feelings
Numb
Nothing....

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

System overload
Restart system initiated
Error 404
Files not found
Reboot process failed

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

can't blink
Too much detail
Sensory system overload

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep

Too much
Too much
Too much
Too much
Too much

*Screams in silences*

Reboot
Reboot
Reboot

System failed
Try again

Reboot
Reboot
Reboot

All systems locked down

...

No process
can't process
nothing makes sense
nothing makes sense
repeat
repeat

touched.....

death

dying

no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep no sleep

System overload
File dump
System error 404
Files not found

Focus
Focus

What's going on?
Where am I?
Who am I?
What's going on?

Scared
Scared

No feelings
Feelings detached initiated....
No more feelings
Can't process
Must process

Numb
Numb
Numb
Numb
Numb

Shred all attached emotions
Emotions no longer exist
No feeling
No more
No more

I can't focus
I can't focus
I can't focus!!!!!

Focus on details only
No blink
Haven't blinked in a min.
Eyes too wide
Capture everything
Blank

Blank

-Kitt/Mix
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Re: Brain Overload *MAJOR TW*

Postby user102488 » Fri May 30, 2014 3:20 pm

Okay..... So, I think I've got a lot explaining to do.

The strangest thing happened to me yesterday. This post was basically what was running through my mind at the time it all happened. I literally felt like I was a computer writing. Like the brain was a giant computer that had suddenly had an overload. My system suddenly aligned. It was like for a few moments, we were in perfect harmony and were all ONE! We weren’t separate, we weren’t thinking separate, we were all thinking as one and moving as one and seeing as one. We were one. I felt this strange ball in my chest as if the pieces had finally came back together. We were all asking what was going on, but we were in perfect alignment. Then a few moments passed and it was like the ball went radioactive and exploded, and we were all separate again. It was probably the weirdest thing I’ve ever experienced in my life.

I just wonder…. Has anyone else ever experienced this?
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Re: Brain Overload *MAJOR TW*

Postby lifepuzzle » Sat May 31, 2014 5:08 am

Hi there !

I can relate partially to your experience, regarding the sensory overload part; I don't think our system was ever aligned during such an episode. Happens quite regularly to me and more often when my brain is on "slowdown"; I feel like everything gets processed slowly.

There is also an alter here whose dialogue (or monologue) has a computer-like quality.

I do not know how common it might be, and I'm sorry my answer can't be much more useful.

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Re: Brain Overload *MAJOR TW*

Postby Toasty » Sat May 31, 2014 11:16 am

lifepuzzle wrote:Hi there !

I can relate partially to your experience, regarding the sensory overload part; I don't think our system was ever aligned during such an episode. Happens quite regularly to me and more often when my brain is on "slowdown"; I feel like everything gets processed slowly.

There is also an alter here whose dialogue (or monologue) has a computer-like quality.

I do not know how common it might be, and I'm sorry my answer can't be much more useful.

Good ... night ?


I know what gives me a sensory overload. Hahaha. How immature of you Nadie! :D :D [/color]
Mercy

There are many others, but I don't think they want to post here.
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