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Postby Havoctoria » Mon May 05, 2014 8:13 pm

condoms. :|

I'm so annoyed I don't even wanna think about it, but I'm looking for any kind of suggestions/advice I can get right now.

It's not so much because he/she/it threw them away, 'cause I can just get more. It's just that if he/she/it does manage to do this often enough to where I virtually never have condoms, what do I do when sex occurs?

Common sense dictates that I shouldn't have sex if I don't have any condoms. I know this. Please don't tell me. I got that part.

What I don't get is how giving a sneaky, controlling, abusive alter who throws away my things exactly what he/she/it wants, can possibly NOT come back to bite me in the ass somehow. :| I'm the host; the f**k I look like being parented by an alter? :roll: Beats the hell out of getting AIDS or being pregnant, but still... *shudders with disgust*
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Re: She/He/It threw away my...

Postby Una+ » Mon May 05, 2014 8:47 pm

Hm. How do you know what happens to the condoms? How do you know they are being thrown away? And by whom? How do you know they are not being used?
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Re: She/He/It threw away my...

Postby Havoctoria » Mon May 05, 2014 9:09 pm

I had an appointment with a client around noon. I was gonna bring condoms with me just in case since they... come in handy on the job. I always keep them in one specific pocket in my messenger bag and just reloaded last week. I only needed two, but there turned out to be none.

This is a very small room; There were none in my other bags, none in the drawers, on the table, on the floor, in my pockets... nowhere. The garbage bag from last night was gone. I think I would have felt if I were having enough sex during the middle of the night to use all of what had to be over a dozen condoms. All the lubricant is gone, too. Everything else looks exactly as I remember it before going to sleep.

I knew I blacked out at some point because Helen left me a message. But another alter (the one we call "Mic" on here) was repeating some things (from inside) I heard in my childhood about sex... & let's just say he/she/it isn't the "sex positive" type. That happens farily often but on the same day my condoms cease to exist? :?
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Ich such dich unter jedem Stein
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Wo bist du? Wo bist du?


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