Meet The Family (As Told By D)

kaizo11 wrote:yeh daggers like tht to (he wnted to change his name cause he says crazy gives people bad vibes bout him)

Kaizo

And I thought I was the only one... LOL... I shoulda known better... LOL... No, seriously... I did think that...

Does he have days that he feels he has to have pain, or he'll go nuts? I often have that happen to me. Sometimes it's so bad that I actually have dt's and $#%^. It's weird... But, heck... that's what I was created for... Pain... Guess it makes since...

kaizo11 wrote:wait so the original just disappeared?
i mean i managed to trap the original for some time but she just went?

kaizo

Sorry I missed this question....

I guess you could say she did. I mean... She's been completely dormant, or inactive since '98. And none of us can even recognize that she's here anymore. So... I'm not really sure how to answer this except that I think she's just nonexistent.

Billy,
Out of curiosity, do you answer to Carol if someone calls you by that name? Do you only answer to Carol, or does everyone know you are Billy?
Sometimes I forget to answer when I am called Amber, and sometimes, Amber can't remember her own name.
I was just wondering.
Thanks,
Callie

I've been integrated for at least 6 or so years. It's difficult to believe how it was when my alters were active. I had 80 alters, some rarely came out. And, I can only remember the names of a few.

Sweetngentle

well yeh u see he enjoys pain its his entertainment

Kaizo

Lalalark wrote:Billy,
Out of curiosity, do you answer to Carol if someone calls you by that name? Do you only answer to Carol, or does everyone know you are Billy?
Sometimes I forget to answer when I am called Amber, and sometimes, Amber can't remember her own name.
I was just wondering.
Thanks,
Callie

It depends, really... My family refuses to accept the fact that I have alters. So, they only call me Carol. And sometimes I don't answer when they do, or don't hear it. Most everyone else that I'm close too calls me Billy. So, it's easy to forget that my family calls me Carol. And I hate that... omg... I hate it with a passion!!!!

kaizo11 wrote:well yeh u see he enjoys pain its his entertainment

Kaizo

I can relate to this...

Brought back for anyone who missed it and have some desire to learn about me. Only really need to read the first post

glad you posted about yourself. i always wondered about your handle. when i was in grade school, a long long time ago, there was a boy in my class with the last name bates. back then teachers would address you as miss----- or master------ as you can image, we broke out laughing when the teacher would call out... master bates, master bates. lol no pun intended. i couldn't help remembering it.

one of these days when i've got the time i'll write about mine, that way you can poke fun at me.

Ha ha ha, that poor kid.