I might just not be very clear-headed right now, but I've been wondering these past few days where you can draw the distinction between dissociation and actually switching.
I'll explain better. As a child, I spent a long period of time dissociating when laying in bed at night.
My question is, is there any way to know whether it was just "normal" dissociation (as in, not necessarily related to alters) or whether this meant I was actually switching (I can't know whether I lost time, because I just assumed I fell asleep).
More in general, my question is, what's the difference between dissociating and switching (apart from losing time, being co-conscious, etc. with switching. I assume here a situation where you don't obviously notice you're switching).
Sorry I'm not sure if this even makes sense, but tell me whether you know what I'm talking about and it would be nice if someone could explain.
Or just tell me I'm talking non-sense. I just need this cleared up.
And I'll always specify if what I'm asking is still unclear.
Thank you in advance for your thoughts.