by TheCollective » Sun Dec 01, 2013 11:35 am
Or how about hearing jingle bells in your head, sung in a flat kid's voice, all year? sigh.. I uhh, guess she likes Christmas? (funny when another part is listening to Dimmu Borgir's Vredesbyrd at the same time). I also get a lot of songs from kids' shows like the smurfs etc, and music written for kids. But the best thing about this are the complex classical creations I fall asleep to, dream about and wake up to. I found out not too long ago that I love classical music. We have creations that we've never heard of, variations of existing pieces, combinations of existing pieces, and most of it is crisp-clear, it's awesome.
It's just that when I get too stressed, the music gets so loud and overwhelming that it excludes normal thinking processes, which is not cool and can be a real bother if I need to think or focus on other things. They will also use music to keep me from hearing them.
I don't particularly enjoy hearing the complete album from the backstreet boys or the spice girls or worse either, but they do (and they totally know all the lyrics!). I can listen to most types of music except for hiphop/gangsterrap (or how is it called?) and pop music, but there's some in here that do really like this type of music, including Britney.. I feel guilty sometimes for not giving them enough opportunity to listen to their music. I found out that listening to the music that they like (or liked in their time) can bring back a lot of missing memories, or sometimes it just helps those parts be happy. Tuu dudu DU, tudu, tudu (Cant touch this).. ughlol..
~TheCollective, F. 31
Dx DID, C-PTSD, BPD. Suspect bipolar.
Rx citalopram 20 mg, depakine 600 mg, abilify 5 mg