Hello!!!!!

Hello!!!!! I have never had a frend befor. Only in summer. Not now anymor. Now I have two new frends. They is nice and fun and pretty. I am happy!!!!! KM

Hi.

It seems like I have some explaining to do...

I'm the SO of a DID-system, and that's why I joined this forum in the first place.

But I have, for the last year or so, gotten more and more aware of having dissociative symptoms myself (mostly timeloss) and experienced a lot of flashbacks from a childhood I have always thought of as pretty average (beeing bullied at school and things like that, yes, but nothing really serious). But my flashbacks show another story, and I guess I was wrong...

This last week my SO have first met a shy, little girl about four years old, and then later another girl (early teen, maybe a bit younger?) who calls herself KM. I remember the little girl beeing out, and have also experienced her controlling just parts of my body, but KM, on the other hand, I have complete timeloss for.

I don't know what this is, but it seems like alters, to be honest. I feel confused, scared and relieved at the same time, and I'm gonna talk to my therapist about it when I see her the next time in a couple of weeks or so. In the meanwhile I'll just have to wait and see, I guess...

When I first saw this I thought maybe it was one of your SO's alts. It does seem like an alter - she sounds very much separate and she talks/types differently than you do.