how can I tell the difference?
a part (the dancer) of mine got dxed with bipolar-disorder.
i read the journals from a period (age 17 to age 30) and it reads to me, that i had alters switching, as they had such a different perception and handwriting.
but yeah, bipolar is being manic and being depressed so the perception differs.
now i am developed to bipolar rapid switching (the dancer got severely abused), but if i hear my mind talking then I think of rapid alter switching (not only two but more, as for example one decides to do the laundry and goes to collect it together, but before finishing task, one changes mind and goes to pc playing card game, one starts to dissolve, one wants to paint and puts painting stuff out, but before starting i go to my partner telling something about neuropsychology etc). in between time loss, going to a room and forgetting what i was supposed to do there.
mood is switching permanently, and i hardly finish tasks.
doing laundry of 15 pieces of clothing can take me 2 days.
I keep journal every day, handwriting is changing a lot.
So how can I tell the difference between alters changing or bipolar?