Petrified to eat and other todayly news

*trigger warning*

I know I shoul feel co forts le I'm not at home but in really afraid to eat if her parents are home and I wanna eat so bad but I'm petrified and I can't even open the can!!!!! In starving its my favorite soup but I feel like I'm gonna puke I'm so scared......


Hate my family and wht they've done to me

Want to talk to kaitlyns mom so bad but I'm afraid o her too!!!

I know I shouldn't be but I'm afraid of all adults befor wi know them.


So hungry. But fer always wins.


~jackilyn

Try eating a little. Maybe a sip at a time. Coat the spoon and just lick it. That might help. That's what I do when I don't feel very good. I coat it and I lick it. Let yourself rest between licks and then maybe you can handle a spoonful. It's okay. You don't have to eat quickly. Maybe some crackers would be nice too. *wags*

i got about half down with your help yesterday and the help of robin and kaitlyn.

it was wonderful she was relly trying hard to get me to eat and we had these mexican chips and i ate about two then finished the resdt of the soup this morning. when i fist ate robin litterally started clapping.



i love positive reinforcement. helps so much.


their mom is nice too.


havnt gotten a chance to talk to her yet, but i hope im getting out soon. maybe i could live here for a while. i odnt think id make it in the foster system. not knowing anyone and moving, cant take all the change


ohkay time to challenge breakfast!!!!! i can do this!!!!!

~jackilyn

Ellie is really glad to hear that you were able to eat some of it. It makes her feel really happy to know that. We hope you were able to eat some breakfast too.

Woo. Good for you. I'm sorry I couldn't respond but I was silently egging you on! Keep going

-B

It's good you managed to eat something! Hope you get out soon, we're crossing our fingers!
-Faith and Shadow

I went to church today for like the first time.

Defiantly going again next week.

Talked to the church leader an she works for DCFS too.

The government taking me away would never be permanent. And I wouldn't ever want to go back. Oh the guilt trip ill take....

I'm not done fighting yet. There's hope for me. There's hope.

~jackilyn

-- Sun Jun 09, 2013 5:17 pm --

And they have a pool!!!! swimming all night in 60 degree nights lol

~jackilyn

Kaitlyns mom mad walking tacos.

I ate half but then got full.


It feels amazing to eat something good.

Wish I could be here forever.


~jackilyn