yesterday was the last time im gonna see the science teacher the one who called dcfs the first time, my old math teachers too, and i had alto of fun.
im gonna miss tyhem soo much. they have done so much for me this year.
especcially my science teacher. without her we would have never gotten this started.
i didi really well yesterday until about the end, im surprised acctually how well i did, considering there was sooooo many people there. i kept it together and really wanst even phased by it but by 5 i was sick of it and way overwhelmed so we were waiting to meet our group and go back to the bus. by then i was screaming at people to get away from me, and ran to the bus, had likean anxiety atack on the bus, and got moved up to the front. it was complete sensory overload. sight sound touch all too much and like agoraphobia too, but my science teacher saw me freaking out, sweatshirt over me, te3lling my sister i effing hated her (made up for it though) and chewing through the sweatshist in like 80 degree weather, and let me move to the front row alone so i culd recoup. it was a very teary day. said goodbye to my eith grade freinds and then kaitlun asked me to come over to her house heres what happened:
my grandma was there and i asked her she said no, but then she met her mom.
somehow she talked my grandma into letting m ecome over when my room was clean and im here today for "as long as i like" or until my grsndma forces me to come back....
but she said she was going to help me get out of my house and has done stuff with dcfs before!!!!!!!
im so happy


so happy:)
~jackilyn