*TW - Untangling or Fragmenting? *

Spider(s) are back today, but not alone.

We had an accident last night, biker crashed into the back of the car. (He's OK, broken hand)

We are being hosted mainly by No-Body (&No-One) today. They are here with THE MOTHER (Spider(s) sub system host), who has some of the spiders with her.

A new little knot came out, we are untangling, we found:

SPY ‘D’ (My name has a smile under the nose, but we can’t do it on the computer)

We also found SP, Eve, someone who wants to be called ‘Bad Fi.’ And someone else.

Me – I’m little too. My name is Girl. I don’t have another name just Girl.

I’m worried we are fragmenting into lots of people. Blu.

We’re KNOT we’re untangling, we little people of lost people or looking for our partners or just a missing piece of a puzzle or two. We need to be untangled before we can tell.

There are definitely lost little spiders in this tangle. SPY’D’ & ‘SP’

Though ‘SP’ says she is KNOT, a spider. – A KNOT – more than one….

Yes

OK, Scared?

I’m scared, I know red and he’s scary, I don’t want to be with red.

You don’t have to be, we want everyone to feel safe if possible and we are doing everything we can to try to make everyone feel good and feel safe. You can be with anyone you like. Blu.

I like BLU.

Ok

BLU here, you can def come to me. Both of you if you want??

Oh Yes Please We’d like to stay together. Me & my friend. Peter, that’s my …pause….(Mai…. Mai?) friends name.

Mai here – is everyone ok, I felt like someone was calling me?

I know Mai – I’d like to be with Mai. I’m still tangled though, I think I’m a few .

That’s OK, Hi everyone I’m Mai – I like taking care of little ones and I’m good at untangling knots. Would you all like to come with me.

KNOT happy and KNOT sad KNOT like littles to be happy. KNOT sad to see tangles go, KNOT miss tangles. KNOT be OK.

KNOT will be ok, KNOT is very good, we will help KNOT as much as we can and we will untangle everyone in KNOT unless some want to stay tangled up together, tah’s ok to.

It seems like your system is telling you they are untangling and just making sense of who they are
This is great progress! You're doing great work mapping out your system and making sure everyone is as comfortable as they can

Best of luck moving forward

Thank you

Tis reassuring you think that, sometimes it seems like we are breaking apart and I worry I'm not just making up new alters, but it really seems to upset folks when i think that, so yeah, just listen i guess.

Feel calmer now, so that's got to be good.

I'm glad you're feeling calmer

Just keep doing what you're doing and take care of yourselves and I'm sure in time everything will make more sense

Best of luck